Just random thoughts about psychosexual dysfunction.  It's day I*can't*remember of being stoned, and thus horny, docile, feminized and obedient.  Addicted.  It hits me in waves, often without warning.  I suddenly, like a craving, feel myself overwhelmed from within by trance, weakness, femininity and submissiveness.  It's all one feeling, and it arrives like a tennis racket to the head.

I want more.  I want to go...my Wife used this word yesterday and my knees nearly buckled!... DEEPER.   I want it to take me.  The helplessness is corroded my resistance.  Want to succumb.

Trance is arousal.  Arousal is trance.  Trapped.

It's so nice...