Here I am, writing my first blog post.

No idea why actually, but somehow the urgent need to share my needs.. 

Let's cut the long stories and go straight to the point.

I jerked yesterday evening, while watching porn on Pornhub. I like to watch teens get fucked in ther ass, I like to watch twinks fucked in their ass. I am crazy about anal porn.

While watching twinks fucked in their ass, usually by an older man, I get this huge need I want to be that twink. 

I want to share my fantasies with someone.. And I want to buy a dildo that I can push in my ass. Fingers don't go deep enough and afraid of pushing something hard up my ass. But a soft dildo, size small-medium to start with would be fantastic.

However I am married.. normally, before these Covid-19 times I did a lot of business trips, but that is over. I cannot masturbate with a dildo home, hell, don't even dare to have one in the house. 

Ok, sorry for this very weird first blog... Waiting for some reactions...

Panu