My first porn: older brother's stash, in an attic floor. Weekend Sex (softer UK copy), Experience, and a book, The Book of Love, by Dr David Delvin. So here we go, my first orgasms, there in that attic, not really knowing what I was doing, but jerking off and cumming over those books. I remember the waves of pleasure. I didn't quite understand what i was doing, but knew i liked it. Cock out, jerking, and cumming...I was hooked!  

I remember the Experience magazine particularly vividly. The first time I saw oral sex, a man with his face between a woman's thighs. You could not really see in detaii, but I knew his mouth was there, on her pussy.  The first time I saw contact ads. I was jacking off over that magazine every day. The Book of Love was a good education too. Really it showed me all I wanted to know: what a pussy looked like, where a clit was. How to fuck, suck and do all the things that I wanted to know about. It even gave a few tips on anal sex, though that was a bit above my level at that time. Pencil drawings of people fucking, sucking cocks. Now, i just wanted more...

I was in that attic every chance I got, jacking off. And always looking out for more porn. I swaped stuff for a few at school. Soft, but back then, they werw enough for me to get off over.  It was when it was all about mags. I used to find them thrown away , in hedges, odd places. I kept them all. Sometimes had to dry them out. The smell of wet paper still makes me think of porn.  UK porn mags were not so hard, but enough to get a teenager off. Pussies, ass, tits, I was so hard, all the time looking out for more. Used to find used condoms out in the lanes as well. That turned me on:people were fuckng, right there  by the road. I found mags, stole a few from the top shelf. jacking off over them. teenage orgasms, big milky loads of cum. 

The first porn  movies I saw at a sports club, 8mm reels projected onto two doors.  I was mesmerised. I had never seen people really fuck before. Hard cocks going into cunts. Cumshots, cocks pulled out of pussy to shoot over them. Upstairs in a shabby sports club, about 20 guys, probably all with very hard cocks. I was so excited, I jerked off while I rode home on my bicycle. 

So i really got into magazines. Finding, hoarding. Not brave enough to buy, I stole a few. In Britain, the magazines available were all quite soft. You could see pussies, but usually not opened up, just lips, and asses and tits. But I was cumming like crazy. Jerking off over them at home, or out in the woods where I would find them and stash them. Traded for a few at school. 

The next time I saw porn films was actually in the offices of a trendy record company! About 6 guys, sitting around watching some porn videos. Real fucking, pussy and ass. blow jobs, cumshots. It was very hard to find any real hard porn in the UK then, any real fucking. I loved it. No one jerked off, but I'm sure we were all hard as rock. I tried hard to remember every detai, and jerked off like crazy when I go home, and could cum just thinking about those films for years.   

In London, there were the porn shops and theatres. Basement movie theatres, small and sleazy. Running continous reels of hardcore clips. Oh fuck I loved them! You could sit, cock out, and just wank for hours, watching all that fucking. Cumming over and over again, in a constant state of super turned on horniness.  Short clips of hardcore, I would try to remember them , to wank over them later at home. I sat, cock out, jerking in the dark. Others guys dotted around the cinema. I would jerk into a tissue, 5, 10 times, cumming over and over. I loved the smell of those tissues, cum soaked. I would walk around Soho with such a hardon, anticipating the porn I was going to see. I would hold my cock through my trouser pocket, rock hard and dripping pre-cum. Going to Paris I discoverd their porn zone, the Rue St Denis. Hardcore mags to browse, which were impossible to find at home. Private, the great Europorn magazine. And the booths, showing videos. Sitting in a small booth - 'zapping' booths- watching all the porn you ever wanted, cumming over and over again, lightheaded from the sheer excitement of sex. The smell of cum mixed with cleaning products. It was the first time I could just watch and get off, a private world of porn, and I could just stay there as long as I liked, watching all that fucking, all those pussies, and all that cum. I would stay there all day, going from one shop to the next. jerking off in booths, then going back to look at the magazines. then back to the booths. Once I had to stop off on the way home and jack off again in a shop toilet. Someone tried the door, I was just cumming...  

In some booths there were sliding glory holes. At that point, I would have been too shy to take advantage. these days, if a good hard cock presented itself , i thnk i would love to see what i could do with it. Do i give good head? Just how good is it, to take a hard, hot cock in my mouth?  What is it like to take a mouthful of cum from the head of a squirting cock. 

English wank mags were very tame, but I loved them. Just loved looking at cunts and asshole. Asses lifted to show pussy from behind, legs spread. When I was looking at UK porn the most, models still had hairy pussies.  For a while the biggest publisher, Paul Raymond, airbrushed out all the assholes, so you got these ridiculous bums with no hole. I loved Escort, with its very ordinary  woman next door readers wives, and slutty models. Real people who loved fucking.I ended up making scrap books of the horniest readers wives, some went on into real porn, making movies, which were so hot to discover. Actually watching the amateur you had jerked of over , fucking on video. Shakina, who ended up with Ben Dover, making an amazing film with Bev Cox, fucking in a UK guest house, fucked up the ass and sharing cum. Solange, the beautiful Thai girl, who turned up in Private films and German hardcore. Sahara Knite, the Asian girl next door , who just happens to make really dirty hardcore, and looks like she loves it. As hardcore became legal, easier to find and easier to produce, UK amateur porn got better and better. Ben Dover, One Man Banned, Pascals Sub Sluts, all fucking the hell out of British amateur sluts and MILFs.

I spent some time in America, and a lot of time in the porn shops of New York. 42nd Street was genuniely sleazy at that time.  Every opportunity I would be there. hardcore magazines on tables, leafing throught them all. Climax, Weekend Sex, the German old style fuck books. Private Magazine, the best of them all, so bright and glamorous. And dirty. Very pretty girls fucking with big smiles. That way that Private had of capturing flying cum. Hours browsing the books. Hard on in my pants. Then the booths. get your quarters, step in, fold down the bench seat, then start putting in the money. Four screens, choose your favourite. And start to watch the fucking. Sucking. Anal. My cock out, jerking. Limitless porn, just watching them fuck, jerk off over and over. Going from one porn shop to the next, going through the magazines, then into the booths, jerk off again, drunk on the smell of cum. Tissues soaked with cum in my pocket. Even when I left, I'd inhale the smell from them, breath in the spermy taste of them. I came out of one of the best porn barns once, South side of the street, the one where upstairs there was some kind of dancing bar, and as I walked down the street I realised I had cum down the front of my shorts. I didn't even care. 

Back in the UK, VHS meant that some real hardcore started to become available. Soho sex shops kept a ring binder with photcopied covers.Choose, and they'd pick up a copied generic VHS with your porn. Still technically not legal. Better still, street marktes had home made copies, cheap, but plentiful. Brick lane, men with suitecases full of porn laid out on the ground. Thye even did exchanges! At last in the UK I could see all the fucking I wanted. I kept up with the UK porn mags though, for some reason I still got off on the sleazy Escort, Razzle style dirty mags. Quite soft, but they got me off. jerking over the readers wives. I still like reality porn best, real women, really fucking. I bought Private, the prettiest girls, fucked , sucking, anal. gangbangs, cumshots. For a while it was the best porn, really lovely girls fucked really hard, one after another. But then it began to seem seem fomulaiic, and too staged. Dirty Debs, with amateur girls, chatted up and fucked by the seriously unattractive Ed Powers. But somehow he go away with it. The fucking was good, and the girls seemed real. Really getting off on being sucked and fucked by Ed. And if Ed wasn't enough there was Jake Steed, with his enormous cock. His fucking of Lily Thai explodes with the most enormous cum load all over her. it is really beautiful. Then Ed has a turn fucking her. Then Jake cums over her face again. The look on her face when Jake sprays her the first time has to be one of my favourite moments in porn. I started to build up a lot of tapes, VHS, Private, Dirty Debs, some German porn, Dolly Buster. A lot to get off over. 

So along came the internet. Obviously the first thing you do with it is see if you can have sex with it. Which you sort of could, but dial up was crap, waiting for am image to appear, would it be worth getting off over? Usually not. Slow, and what about the phone bills. So it was only when we got broadband that it really stared to work. Changed porn as we know it. Limitless supply, whatever you want , and free if you want it. hard to believe!

All the professional porn you could find online. All the Private movies, the perfect. pretty eurogirls getting fucked in glamorous places, DPd and anal, those special Private cumshots: white ropes of cum frozen in mid air. Buttman, vintage stuff like Dolly Buster and Magma. All the porn that has been hard to find was now there for you, just took a little finding, knowing where to look. All the British porn: Harmony and Tanya Hyde. So much choice. No other artform caters to so many subtle differnces of taste. Asses? tits? Hairy? Whatever you want . Asian, black, big, small, its all there, So much to get off over, so much to make you cum.  

A porn collection now is thousands of pictures when before you'd just have a few magazines.  Now you can browse the millions of choices between hundreds of nichces. Amateur or pro. Black, asian white. Redhead, hairy or shaved. Curate your collection, your images, your links. Thousands of pounds worth of porn in old money, now its free, or for a few quid you've got gigabytes of what you want.