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Peraonal update & vanilla experience
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Since I am will go bravo six for a couple of days (yes, gamer meme, bite me"), let's do an update first.
I don't really like talking about it since it is just a backstory of me, not that important, and most of all, it wasn't sexy, but it is relevant for this topic so here we go.
I have been dealing with some personal issue these two years, so, from time to time I visit a psychologist, she is both a psychologist and a dominatrix, it was her idea for me to be a bit more sexually active and share my little slut adventure online in order to release those "energy", so we can finally found out the origin of the issue, she is also the one who set up the rules to protect me, no mic, no pic that kind of things. So, if you love my content or hate it when I can't post my own pic, you have her to thanks ;)
Back to the topic, recently she thinks that I am overdoing it with the "sexually active" idea, well, she may be right, but I can't deny I enjoy every second of it ^^. She also thinks the relationship with Alpha and most of all the experience has given me a false idea of BDSM and most of all, really bad influence to our section, so for the next few weeks, or months, she will be closely monitoring my sexually "adventure", "keeping it fun and safe" I quote.
The first step, night club, well, almost club I should say since the virus situation is still a total shit storm, we can't really go to a club, so a small bar will do.
Look for men is actually harder than I think, especially I can't only choose a BBC and be done with it, but in the end, she pointed some cute guy for me, I pick one with long, dark... hair ^^ he is white and with a lovely smile, tall and kinda cute, we go back to his place and have a one night stand, safe sex of course;)
Vanilla(?) sex is fun, funnier(is it a word?) than I originally thought, the slow burn teasing, kind kissing, slow delay entry, and the end climax, I must admit I enjoy it very much, but it is different with Alpha, with him, I felt like an animal being release and use, while this feel more relaxes, just two individuals having fun.
There is step two, as I mention, she thinks I have some wrong idea about BDSM, thus later this week, I will be joining one of her BDSM sections with another male, as a bystander, she thinks I am not suitable for BDSM, "BDSM is should not be your experience in this stage" quote. Since it is a private section, I can't tell you any information about him... but I will post a blog about my thought later.
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Posted on : May 11, 2020
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Commented on May 11, 2020
Gawd, why could't I have found a shrink like that. The ones I've had were great, useful, etc. But we never covered sex! How'd we not do that?
So how did you "hook" up with her? Where is there a LISCW with BDSM licensing too?
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Commented on May 11, 2020
Repost for segment
Since I am will go bravo six for a couple of days (yes, gamer meme, bite me"), let's do an update first.
I don't really like talking about it since it is just a backstory of me, not that important, and most of all, it wasn't sexy, but it is relevant for this topic so here we go.
I have been dealing with some personal issue these two years, so, from time to time I visit a psychologist, she is both a psychologist and a dominatrix, it was her idea for me to be a bit more sexually active and share my little slut adventure online in order to release those "energy", so we can finally found out the origin of the issue, she is also the one who set up the rules to protect me, no mic, no pic that kind of things. So, if you love my content or hate it when I can't post my own pic, you have her to thanks ;)
Back to the topic, recently she thinks that I am overdoing it with the "sexually active" idea, well, she may be right, but I can't deny I enjoy every second of it ^^. She also thinks the relationship with Alpha and most of all the experience has given me a false idea of BDSM and most of all, really bad influence to our section, so for the next few weeks, or months, she will be closely monitoring my sexually "adventure", "keeping it fun and safe" I quote.
The first step, night club, well, almost club I should say since the virus situation is still a total shit storm, we can't really go to a club, so a small bar will do.
Look for men is actually harder than I think, especially I can't only choose a BBC and be done with it, but in the end, she pointed some cute guy for me, I pick one with long, dark... hair ^^ he is white and with a lovely smile, tall and kinda cute, we go back to his place and have a one night stand, safe sex of course;)
Vanilla(?) sex is fun, funnier(is it a word?) than I originally thought, the slow burn teasing, kind kissing, slow delay entry, and the end climax, I must admit I enjoy it very much, but it is different with Alpha, with him, I felt like an animal being release and use, while this feel more relaxes, just two individuals having fun.
There is step two, as I mention, she thinks I have some wrong idea about BDSM, thus later this week, I will be joining one of her BDSM sections with another male, as a bystander, she thinks I am not suitable for BDSM, "BDSM is should not be your experience in this stage" quote. Since it is a private section, I can't tell you any information about him... but I will post a blog about my thought later.
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