> I think you know that I’ve been spending some time on the Image Fap Chat site (I hope to see you there sometime!). There are different channels—fetish, domination, cuckolding, etc.— where people chat and post photos. They’re all right, but really not all that interesting to me. > >

On the other hand, there’s the Cam Shows channel. It’s an entirely different world. When I click on the Cam Shows icon I see a scrolling page with various posts, including a notice when someone starts a Video Call (a menu makes this available), and also a series of icons, each of a little camera, saying, “Click to Join!” > >

Once I start a video call, the application asks if I want to share my camera and microphone, and as soon as I agree, voila! There I am filling up my computer screen (and who knows who else) naked, erect, stroking, masturbating! Jacking off! Then, randomly, others join, having clicked the “Click to Join!” icon. Some don’t share their cameras, and that’s fine with me…they can watch me being the addicted masturbator I am, and I just have to realize that my audience is an anonymous anyone, which is still a turn on! But, even better, much better, there are plenty of other masturbators who do share their cameras (and a few share microphones, but not so many). The other masturbators are doing exactly what I’m doing, stroking their cocks, some tiny, some massive, and watching other jerky boys doing the same. It’s hot! There’s a chat window so we can share comments, which range from tame to sizzling! > > So, I’ve done this now quite a few times; it’s added some new kink to my sex life.

But today, my wife was out for at least 30 minutes, so I quickly clicked my way to a camera show. I posted a chat message asking if anyone wanted to watch me spank myself, and someone said yes! I rolled over to expose my ass and used my black leather spanker to give myself 50 hard swats, turning my ass cheeks nice and pink. After rolling back over to resume stroking, I posted a message asking how people liked it, and got sexy feedback. I told everyone what a submissive beta boy masturbator I am, and then asked if anyone wanted to watch me slap my cock. Again, the answer was yes! So, holding my cock at the base with one hand, I used my other hand to repeatedly slap my cock, really getting into putting on a show, slapping my erect penis, side to side, over and over, and then, to up the ante, I spanked my cock with the black leather strap! It’s hard for most people to understand that I actually enjoy this; this masochistic show is so satisfying to me. Next, I proceeded to use the strap on my nipples, and then (off camera, not showing my face) I slapped my face repeatedly asking if my audience could hear it—yes, they could! Then another member in the camera show told me to show them my ass, spreading my cheeks. With a little contortion, I complied, and once exposed, I decided to finger fuck my anus, probing my middle finger deep, fucking in and out, moving around in a big circle, locating my prostate and stimulating it.

All this felt so good, but, mentally, knowing I was putting on a show where anyone, anyone at all, could be watching me, in real time, totally humiliating myself as a pervertekd, submissive, masturbator, mentally I was really getting into it, my submissive feelings expressed to openly; deeply satisfied. Amazingly, one of the masturbators really got into my show, and instructed a third masturbator boy to finger fuck his asshole just like me, and there we were, two submissive betas finger fucking our anuses for all the world to see! I had to stroke my cock like mad! Soon I was spurting, spurting, spurting my loser load. As I relaxed, I realized I hadn’t felt so sexually complete, so fully and deeply moved to a core that I haven’t reached in some time.