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How I wish I could live my life
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It was the happiest day of my life when my wife packed up our car and drove away from our house leaving me. I'd been neglecting her for about 18 months, she could fall asleep early in front of the TV and I'd stay away from her, drinking strong lager and waiting for her to fall asleep. I'd then go to another room, start up my laptop and masturbate to my many porn interests. Lots and lots of different stuff, all of it the type of porn that wife would find disgusting. It was almost my happiest time of the day, wanking off to girls way out of my league and depraving porn. The moment she drove away I turned back into my house, turned on my laptop and enjoyed a 7 or 8 hour wanking session safe in the knowledge that I'd never have to clear my browsing history again. Over the last ten years my constant stroking during all of my spare time has proved to be problematic to my moving on and forward with my life, it's made me unreliable at work and unhealthy. But I love it. I adore masturbation, even when I can't get a hard on, I live for it, I look forward to it at work, I secretly look at wank material 20 times a day at work despite the risk I have of being fired. I'm in love with porn, of filth, of beautiful things and degrading thoughts. I just feel lonely, that's all, I'd like to be friends with a masturbation addict as hopeless as myself.
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Posted on : May 5, 2020
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Commented on Nov 5, 2024
Love brisjkr's comment 3/jan/2022 btw: "There were cumstains on the floor in every room in no time." Hope they are still there...and being added to regularly!
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Commented on Nov 5, 2024
wonderful post, omg I can soooo relate!
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Commented on Nov 5, 2024
wonderful post, omg I can soooo relate!
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Commented on Aug 28, 2024
I wasn't so happy about my split up, but after 11yrs living alone, I wouldn't go back to living with a woman.
The freedom to wear what I want around the house, and I swap into girlie clothes as soon as I get back from work. Even if it's just plain black leggins & a plain top.
Then settle down to a few hours of wanking and edging before bed. I try not to cum, I just love the edge.
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Commented on Jan 3, 2022
It was the same for me when I left the ex and moved into my own place. There were cumstains on the floor in every room in no time.
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Commented on May 6, 2020
The trick is to find someone to encourage you to go further! When you're sleep deprived and irritable nothing is more encouraging than a friendly wankbuddy showing all the depraved stuff they've been into recently, asking you about your recent obsessions
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