I am such a liar.

Sleeplessness is the real killer, not the man in the corner with a gun. He just came for the scones and other complementry refreshments. What am I talking about? Only a few will really ever understand what the Halo is all about, and those who don't will disregard ever word with better prejudice and lack of understanding because it is the unknown that we fear, more so in ourselves than in the universe. The capability of man is immense when you consider the inner workings of the mind. Humans are capable of doing some very odd things when confronted with stress and pain.

Now that we have that out of the way...

I'm irrepresabley horny and have decided to stop masturbating. Partially because I've been doing it too much and my penis and lavedo need a rest, but mainly because right now its my physical and emotional cruch and I feel like indulging the inner sadist in me. And even after just 1 day I feel pretty fucking hostile. There really is no escape from sex in this day and age. Even watching Saturday night live is horribley agonising because I really wanna nail Tina Fey and Amy Poehler together in a big tub of something goey.

this stops before I really unleash the crazy.

But if anyone else feels the same about the current state of things feel free to comment with positive reinforcement or blinding rage.

Ciao