I am so proud to say, I have been continuously self locked in my cage for 15 days straight. I've been throbbing in it all day, and it feels so good. The throbbing feeling go's all the way inside me, it feel like a steel pussy, a steel pussy prison.

Does that make any sense?

This is what is right in in my world. 

 I haven't been wearing my panties at all times though. I wear them at night and I take them off first thing in the morning after I wake up. I need to focua on that, I know. Panties are important. 

I've been watching some chastity and beta male hypnosis video's on Pornhub, a lot. I truly feel it's helping me adjust to, what I hope is my new reality. 

My balls are swelling nicely too. Thay haven't started to hurt real bad though, and I know it's coming. 

Thats when things start to get difficult for me. I always, always, always unlock and masturbate when the pain gets to be to much. I really need to learn to suffer through all that, and remain chaste. That's where the hypno video's are  going to help me, I hope.

Anyway, enough bragging for tonight.

Be nice everybody. ssb.