So...I got fired from my office job. And even some of my secrets works are stopped...(meant the dancing and the massage...) 

So since  dont have any income I need to do my only one secret job... and let more men to..visit me as a guest.  This is the only thing I can sell any time..myself. And since everybody mostly stay home and men cant go out to parties and get girls there I have more and more visits. Even my friends send guys and other men just call me that they received my number somewhere. 

 And..I didnt tell my parents I lost my job, they already so worrying about me and my job etc. If they d know that I was fired and dont have a normal income.. And I woulnd not explain to them where my money come from.. when they call me and ask about how my job is and is everything alright and  lie to them..and feel that hard shame..what even turn me on. Of what I am.