I had been worried about everything really. I didn't really want to live with Dominic. I was more than happy to suck and fuck him again and again by myself or with anyone else. I just didn't want to be possibly his exclusively. I had a love for him but I wasn't in love like the newly named Cassandra. I would never turn him down for anything he wanted, except being his sissy cock slut life. I knew he had money and lots of it. I just didn't think it was a good idea for me. Ray he said I didn't really have to worry he had it covered. OK my conversation with Rene made me realize how much I couldn't tell her or anyone else for that matter. How do you say I'm a nasty sissy cock slut for anyone. Oh yeah and I also earned the title of sissy cock whore. While I was still trying to get into Connie's panties. Of course the boys and Pops random sucking and fucking them just because I kissed my girlfriend. Just because I had gone to a party or something with her.  Remind the little sissy who she is. To an extent I knew what I knew but things were different from anything I could have expected. And then take dear sweet Ronnie into account. I had decided that if we saw each other I was going to be doing anything he wanted. I owed my friend for sticking up for me when he could have just ignored me. I wasn't even in the same city and he had my back. Even if I was in a dress and heels. I was trying to make sense of the contradicting facts about myself and still try to get some normalcy in my life as well as my head. The only thing that seemed to work was two words. Fuck it. I also had a  conversation with Ray about getting Cassandra some new outfits with the old man at the slutwear store. I thought maybe if she was going to be like me she could be a another gurl to rent out to suck and fuck the groups I was required to be the center of attention for. I had mixed feelings about that as well. It was fun really to be in the middle of so many cocks. I did really enjoy the whole time I was giving them all what ever they wanted. But it was also making me feel a little like there was no way out of it. I had a T-bird I couldn't drive except to practice for the day I got my permit. I could use it one day to get away from this life I was leading. If I really wanted to leave the life I had behind. I wasn't really sure what I wanted. I knew Ray would definitely have different plans for me. I kept getting stoned and tried not to think about it. If course I always would. Pops said Ray had a new group of friends for my sissy cock slut ass next weekend. Fuck it why not just keep the new normal going. I loved the attention and especially the cocks and cum. I told Ray about taking Cassandra to the slutwear store. You want to buy her new clothes? I just thought she could be a good little sissy slut for those guys. She could buy them like I was. According to Ray I was a favorite of the men I had been fucking. She might not be willing to be as naughty as you are. I tried to think of an argument nope. I didn't really have one. Besides the fact that I would be missing out on the cocks Cassandra would take instead of me. And what if she really impressed Dominic. Would she get the keys to my T-bird? Ray said just get your cute little ass ready to go. He had picked out an all red set. Corset stockings and g-string ,heels for good measure. When I put on the fur coat the sissy cum slut was ready to go play. I sucked off Ray as we drove down the freeway like always. I made sure my legs and ass were on full display for the truckers who might want to watch me sucking Ray's cock. They responded to my show with their horns. I loved them for it. I had decided that I would show them I was not just some chick sucking cock I would give them a view of my ass as well as my cock and balls. Let's see how much approval I would get now. I told Ray I would be fully exposed this time and he said OK. You can if you want to you nasty little sissy cock teaser. I did receive a couple of horn approvals. Not many but enough. Ray came in my mouth while one trucker honked. I swallowed his cum and looked up at the trucker with a big smile on my face. He pointed to the sign for the next exit. Oh my Ray warned me about pulling over if I kept teasing the truckers who might want to fuck my mouth and tight little ass. Ray said maybe next time your ass is his. Ray didn't want to be late getting to the new group. Ok let's see who I was going to be fucked by. I was pleasantly surprised to find it was a mix of people this time. I think I knew a fair amount of the faces. 8 Mexican men 4 black men and 3 Asian men. They were definitely new friends I would have to make. I was given a couple shots of tequila as well as a beer. I played the butterfly game again. For the first time around the room I kept the fur coat on. I  chatted with the guy's did I meet you here before of course I remember you. On it went. I asked the Asian guys how they were and tried to make them feel at ease. What the fuck did I really care about their comfort for.  I just figured that their cocks would probably be smaller than most of the guys there. Yes especially the black cocks. I would have loved to see more of them. No problem I would gladly suck and fuck every cock in there. I finished my first walk around the room and decided to make a little production of the removal of my fur.  I found a spot near the front door and I said gentlemen I am just to hot to wear this anymore and off it went. I made sure to give them a very good view of the ass they would be fucking. I  had tucked my cock as well as possible in a g string. It did show but I was pretty sure that my cock was no secret to anyone. The response from the guys was quite nice. One of the black men said damn baby you are a nasty little sissy ain't you. I smiled and did a very nice sissy strut over to him and said I only hope you like it. He put his hand on my ass and gave it a squeeze. I returned the favor by giving his cock a little rub. Oh my that's something I will have to take care of I told him. The Mexican guy next to him decided to take a feel of my ass too. I  traded the black cock for a feel of his. Oh sweetie is that for me? He said you know it baby. I said thank you I can't wait to get you off. But I think I should say a proper hello to the guys first. I told them that I would love to have them fuck me together. I  meant one in the ass and one in my mouth. I didn't expect them to take it differently than that. I wandered around like a good little sissy slut butterfly and let the guys fondle me as I did them. One of the Asian guys had a are on when I fondled his cock. He was not the typical stereo type of a tiny cock Asian. Just by feel I thought he should be as big as I was. My cock was hard as well. It was peeking out from the top of my panties. I found out that they all had nice cocks. No monsters but I was very willing to have them all. One of the Mexican guys I remembered from the first encounter had another shot of tequila for me. I told him you don't have to get me drunk to fuck me. He said yeah you were pretty fucked up but you were still fun.  Oh my if the chance to ask  what happened to me that time came up I was going to ask.  Where's grandpa I asked. Dead. He had a heart attack. Oh fuck me. When? A couple weeks ago. OK just so long as I had nothing to do with it. I mean I would have been crushed if it was just after I left or something like that. I wanted to find out if someone had taken pictures or film from the first time. I lost track of what I wanted to say. Someone had turned on the movie projector. Fuck me I hope I wasn't going to be the star of the film. I wasn't. Thankfully it was a boy around the same age as me and he had 5 men surrounding him. He was cute and he was tiny compared to the men he was with. Including his cock. I wanted to get some cock so I said I would be in the bedroom if I was needed for anything. I strutted across the room and pulled my panties off just in case they didn't get the message. Sissy is here to get fucked. First come first to cum. I was joined by 2 of the Asian men as well as a couple of Mexican men. I wondered what happened to the other Asian guy. Fuck it I had plenty of cocks to suck and fuck for a while. So that was what I did I was spitroasted  I row on of the Mexican guys 7 plus inches of cock while i sucked off one of the Asian guys cocks. I would Tell them all to cum in my mouth. The all pretty much did. I took one nice facial from an Asian guys. I did lick his cum off my fingers. He said he couldn't help it he always wanted to do that to a white boy. I reminded him that I was a sissy. He could count it anyway he wanted to. Fuck it why not I had a lot more cocks to suck and fuck. Here came another Mexican cock with a tequila shot for me as well as a beer. Fuck that I'm determined to have memories of this time. I did have the shot. I would sip the beer. 6 and 7 inch cocks were pretty much the standard for the first couple hours. Including a couple of the black men. Yes I was made to beg for their big black cocks. I would have to beg for their nigger cocks in my mouth and tight little ass hole to. I was told to say that word. So I did what was expected or demanded I do. I had a great time with them. I swallowed any cock offered and savored every drop of cum they fed me. I was the best fuck slut I could be. They used me hard. I was telling them to. I didn't use any racial slurs to the Mexican or Asian guys. But I did tell them to fuck my white gurl ass and mouth. We took a little break from festivities and I was offered to smoke a joint with 2 black guy's on the roof. Yes sweetie of course. I went up first. Giving them the best possible view of my freshly fucked ass. They were naked and I really liked the look of their cocks. I noticed that one was uncut. I couldn't remember if it was the same big black cock I had ever sucked off or not. Fuck it I didn't really care. We smoked the joint and I was ready to go again. That's when one of them asked me to eat his asshole. Oh my I would love to sweetie I said. He turned around and just let me go to town as the uncut guy started to eat my ass. This was very nice. When my friend behind me dipped down to lick and suck my balls, I did the same to my new friend in front of me. Eat that nigger ass good bitch. I really thought I was doing it good. I tried a little better. Yeah that's how you eat ass bitch, music to my ears. I smelled weed in the air. Oh my I think we had an audience now. Like I had a care in the world. Especially after I had put on a little show at the club with my gurlfriends. Fuck it. Watch join in who cares. The guy behind me stopped and said get this cock ready for your lily white ass baby. It was very much tanned. But I was very willing to be his sissy cocksucker. He laid back and his cock looked like a tasty treat. A little thicker than the others I had earlier and probably close to 9 inches. A nice pair of balls and a almost pink color to his cockhead. Do you want this cock bitch? Yes I do very much. You want this nigger dick? I want your big beautiful nigger cock please. Let's see how much you can take bitch. Oh my you were going to be very pleased with how this sissy sucks cock. Watch me sweetie I love to please my man. He did watch me throat his cock and when I licked his balls he said damn this bitch is good. I would have said thank you but I had in cock in my throat for another 35 or so seconds. I wondered what the man whose ass I had been eating was doing. He smacked my ass and told me to get that big nigger dick in my ass so I could blow him. Well I went down on my friends cock a couple more times. I asked if he was ready to fuck my tight little sissy pussy. Oh fuck yeah baby gimme that ass. Oh good I would ride his cock and I could still suck off another cock maybe even 2. Gimme that pussy nice and slow sissy. I  took a good minute to finally get his cock in my ass balls deep. I want your cum daddy I told him. Straight out of your ass bitch. Yes daddy feed me your cum. Shit you want it you can have it. 3 cocks were waiting for my mouth. 2 Mexican and one black. I obviously took the closest cock and started sucking I was trying to stroke the other 2 cocks. Damn that black was equally as impressive as the one that was fucking my ass. I would try to get the other Mexican cock in my mouth just as a little tease to the bigger black cock. He wasn't going to be  denied. Get over on my cock bitch. Oh well no teasing him. He said take it all if you can. Oh I can and the man who had his cock in my ass was now starting to get a nice rhythm and I was loving it so much. When my friend waved his big cock in my face. I want that cock please daddy feed me your cock. Oh no bitch ask for it right. OK please give me that big nigger cock please daddy your bitch needs it. I got it he forced his cock in my mouth and down quickly as he could without worrying about hurting me. How sweet of him. I did notice that the sun was setting and when I turned to take his cock it was in my eyes. Maybe that was the flash I saw with the Mexican group the first time. I thought about it much later in bed before I fell asleep. But I was thinking much more about that big cock I was sucking and being fucked by. So he let my Mexican friend his chance to get my mouth around his cock and damn. He was even thicker than the others. He had a very big head on his cock as well. Oh my that's a big cock daddy I said. Now feed me please. He nodded and slowly fed me his fat cock. I did gag just a little from his cock. But in true sissy slut fashion I was able to deep throat his cock. The cock in my ass started really fucking me hard. I wanted to tell him how much I was loving it. I didn't want to upset the way my fat cock friend was slowly fucking my mouth. I  was allowed to trade to the other Mexican cock after a double shot of tequila. OK I was a little thirsty but I would have been happy with a couple sips of beer. I sucked each of the 3 cocks a couple of minutes each and if I remember right it was 3 maybe 4 times before I was told to come eat my cum bitch. Be right back boys I don't want to waste his cum if nobody else would feed it to me out of my tight little sissy ass. I  hopped off that big cock and he said get ready for a good load baby. I took his cock fairly deep but I refused to deepthroat his cock. I wanted to have a taste of his cum. Oh my god I wish I had taken it balls deep. His cum tasted awful. It was almost like pouring liquid soap in my mouth. I swallowed his cum as fast as possible. Nasty stuff. I saw a beer sitting close enough to reach and I took a good long drink. Fuck me nasty tasting cum on this guy. Remember to get a facial from him for the rest of the weekend. I want that ass now baby. OK he was the other black cock. The 2 other guys basically laid side by side with each other I found myself enjoying sucking their cocks as the big black cock fucked me doggy style. I tried to suck off the smaller cock first. I really wanted to try that big fat Mexican cock after the black guy got off. I  heard him ask if I wanted to eat his cum. Fuck it why not it would be just fine with me. If he was going to give me a good tasting load. Lucky for me he did. I remember thinking that that was the sweetest cum I had ever tasted. He asked if if I liked his cum. That nigger dick can feed me every time daddy. I love it. He smiled at me and said damn baby you are a nasty little slut. I told him I know. I turned my  attention to the thick Mexican cock. I  want you to fuck me like a good little sissy cock slut  please. He smiled and told me ride it baby. I settled on that cock. It was definitely thick as fuck. It took a bit of getting used to. But I did get used to that big cock. He bounced my ass like I was his toy. I was also sucking the smaller cock. He came in just a few more minutes. Tangy salty and quite a good amount. Now I would be fucked by that fat Mexican cock with no other cocks to think about. Fuck this horny little sissy slut was very well fucked by that cock. He really took control over my cute little ass. I lost track of time it was a very nasty and hot fuck. Sometimes I heard the other guys talking. I couldn't really tell who impressed them more. Him fucking this sissy, or this sissy happily taking that fat cock. It seemed like it took hours before I heard him ask you want my cum Baby? Fuck yeah I know I earned it. A very thick and tasty cum load filled my mouth. I  swallowed like I was dying of thirst.  Damn baby you know how to fuck. I climbed up on him again and said you can have me anytime you want. I leaned in and kissed him. When we broke the kiss a couple other guys wanted kisses too. I would be happy to. One of the black men whispered in my ear you like to fuck sissy. I told him I did who do you think i should fuck. He said me baby. Give me a minute sweetie I need a little rest after you guys worked my pussy out. This was going to be a long weekend.