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I feel like watching hypno videos is standard fare when it comes to being a sissy. Maybe there are sissies out there who are just naturally inclined to worship and fill their holes with big fat cocks, but for others like me, we need a little persuasion and convincing. When I first discovered hypno videos, I almost immediately dismissed them. "Those can't possibly work" I thought. I've never been hypnotized by a real hypnotist, but there was a healthy amount of skepticism that a quick-cut montage of porn scenes with captions and techno music could somehow convince straight guys into becoming sissy sluts hungry for cock. And because I was so certain they wouldn't work, I watched a few, as if to prove to myself they were bullshit. I didn't even cum to any of them; honestly, I got bored and went back to jerking off to regular TS porn instead. "See? I don't feel any less straight" I said to myself, "Proof they don't work". And that was settled.
But every few weeks, I'd come across another hypno video while surfing TS porn. And I'd watch them out of curiosity and a little bit of defiance. There were times where I would even genuinely try to relax my mind and be in a state of suggestibility as some sort of challenge to myself that the vids wouldn't work. That was more or less how it went from then on, until...
Fast forward about 3 years later, when on a whim I bought my first women's lingerie. Then dildos. And realizing I looked and felt way better about myself as a crossdressing anal slut than as a guy.
Fast forward another year to where I am now, on a quest to stretch and fill my hole with larger and larger toys. I own make up and wigs. I ritually shave my body hair every week to stay smooth. Denying myself the ability to cum from jerking off and training myself to have sissygasms. Although I'm not naturally attracted to guys, I fantasize about having a muscle daddy endlessly pounding me, as he wraps his huge arms around me, holding my sweaty twink body against his while his cock pounds the cum out of my prostate.
So the question is: was I always just some submissive sissy slut and this was how I was going to end up or did all those hypno videos really work?
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Posted on : Apr 8, 2020
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Commented on Apr 9, 2020
I'd guess it was a bit of both. The hypno reinforces what you might be interested in, normalizes it. But you must have been at least a teensy bit cock hungry before, and just not known it ;)
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