I was allowed a 2 week reprieve. I didn't have to suck off the boy's, they weren't allowed to fuck me. I was also told I wasn't allowed to fuck any of them. Jacking off was also not allowed for me. Yes there was an exception. Pops was allowed to have me suck his cock if I was in need of weed or something else that I didn't have money for. I had found weed to be a little helpful for calming my thoughts. I would go back and forth from hateful thinking about myself and everyone. I was really loving the fact that I could cock tease the boys. Blue ball's was quickly becoming a bit of a favorite game to play. I would change my outfit a couple times a day just to get a reaction from them. The nastiest comments about how I was  dressed made me feel good until I wasn't stoned anymore. I finally got to go clothes shopping for school. Boy clothes just what I wanted, well kind of. I did love the feeling of being girly especially when it tormented the boys. We all went and bought various pants shirts shoes etc. It wasn't nearly as much fun as I had the last time I was picking out clothes. Pops Chris and Paul were going off to another store after I got almost finished with my shopping. I wanted to check out a record store for some rock and roll t shirts. I  found a couple I liked. I had a little time to look at the records while I was waiting for Pops. I wanted a few records and then I saw them. 3 real fine looking girls were noticing I was noticing them. I played cool and  decided I needed backup. I went over to the boys and said I need one of you to help me with the girls. You don't need girls Robbie hissed at me. A little sissy faggot doesn't need a girl. Glenn said you love cocks too much why pretend you like girls? Kenny just laughed and said you ain't got a chance with them. I turned around and the little Asian girl gave me a look like you should be dead. Her friends were walking away, I wanted to say something, anything  but it was useless. Why did they leave I didn't have a chance to fuck it up? I just figured it had to be me something about me that sent them walking away. There was no way that they overheard what the guys had said. They didn't say it very loud. I was wanting to find out why. I would later. They all could be fairly obnoxious at home, they were a little more than fairly obnoxious around school. It was a self defense tactic for them. They were known for being gay and more than that. They gave people a reason to dislike them to pretend it was not just the fact that they were gay. I  didn't figure that out until I actually talked to people who "knew the reputation of the house ". 3 weeks until school started. Then things would start to get clearer. I asked Pops to take a look at a little stereo system at a store after we hooked back up with him and the other guys. 35 bucks for a little record player am/  fm radio with a cassette player. He said I had enough to get it. I did I even had enough to get a pair of  crappy headphones. I was set a few albums and a player. Something else to do on the little cock vacation I was having. It was relatively easy for me. Though I still had my little internal arguments. What did a sissy faggot cock slut want with pussy? I  was not but I didn't like the guys clothes too much.  To restrictive to heavy and not nearly as sexy as my sissy slut wear. The 2 weeks seemed to go by fast as hell. Ray showed up on a Friday morning and told me to wear all black stocking corset panties and bra. I decided I wanted to wear the hooker boots he said that it was a nice touch. I would wear a very  short dress and  I chose the medium sized tits. He said I was going to be a big hit with the guy's. I  looked at them sitting around naked and I thought I was going to be offered to them.  I was wrong. I was told to get in the car we were going to go out for the weekend. Wait just one outfit for the whole weekend?  Your not going to be wearing it much  he said. Oh OK I guess. Where are you taking me. He said I didn't need to know, besides I would see first hand where. Hour and a half later we pulled up to a house that was nice enough for the neighborhood. It wasn't the best but it wasn't the worst. Ray told me to wait until he got back. I sat alone for about 20 minutes. When I finally walked in I was really freaked out. 10 Mexican / Spanish men were there. Drinking beer and tequila. I was looking around at them and I  knew I was going to be in the middle of everything. The guy's were all talking to Ray in Spanish. Ray told me he was going to shave my legs ass and my bush. No fucking way dude I couldn't go to school totally hairless. He said I was going to get shaved by him or them. They might not be as nice about it as he would be. Off goes the clothes and shaving cream goes everywhere I had a hair. Except of course from my neck. I told him that was going to cost him no less than 10 pictures. He said I was going to get them. I was feeling pretty good about that. I knew my reprieve was a an end. I was going to be sucking and licking and being fucked repeatedly by the men there. I was scared and a little excited to be honest. I was really horny and I thought I looked sexy as hell. Ray finished shaving me and I put on everything except the dress. They all took a second look and apparently approved. I was good enough for the price. The price? One guy asked in English so sissy Ray says that you got talent. Let me see you throat Grandpa. The old man was in a ez chair. I hadn't noticed that between his legs was at least 8 inches of soft brown cock. Oh my. He said to Ray if your sissy can't take it all and get him off no deal. He couldn't get his cock hard anymore. I was waiting for the monster cock to get hard, it never did. I found trying to deep throat a soft cock was not a very easy task. I did though. It took well over a half hour to get him to cum but he did and it was very much a cum flood.  I don't know how long it had been but it was a huge load. I remember thinking it was very sour almost half way to lemon juice sour. I was able to swallow every drop of cum. Ray said I was all theirs and he expected that the rules would be followed. Someone had turned on a project 8mm type.  On the wall was a film showing a little boy in a cowboy hat and chaps riding a big hard cock with a smile on his face. Oh my god these guys were serious pedos. I found out that I was to hairy for more than half of the men. That was why I had to be shaved completely. Some of the guys went to the kitchen and a few went to a  big bedroom. I was told to get grandpa his beer and a  big shot of tequila. I did as I was told to. When I went back to the kitchen I served them all beer and big shots of tequila as well. I was told to have the same a beer and a shot just like them. I was not a big drinker and the tequila tasted awful to me. But it did along with the beer give me quite a nice buzz. After that I was shown to the bedroom where 3 men were waiting for me. I would have to undress each one. I had my panties taken off by one of the men. You won't need them he said Then I started to suck off all of them one by one. I would eat their assholes and take their cocks in my tight little ass. It was a very good time. I had a couple of 6 inch cocks to suck and fuck me. The other guys cock was shorter but fairly thick. I loved the attention of course. I was really feeling good. More tequila and another beer and I was getting very buzzed.  Even though I was being fucked. I  must have been a light weight. It starts to unravel before the first set of guys were done. I remember more beer and tequila shots and a couple of cocks to suck. But I was pretty much fucked up by the drinking. I remember lights very bright lights. Flashes as well  like a camera does. I remember sucking cocks over and over. I remember cocks in my tight little ass. The cum shooting in my mouth. This went on well past midnight if I remember right. The next morning I woke up hung over in between 2 of the men. One I found the bathroom and pissed. I was still in my boots and corset other than that I was naked. My fake tits were missing too. I went looking for coffee and I was handed a beer and a shot of tequila. I was going to be fucked and fucked up again. One of the men showed me up to the roof. I  was just able to make it without killing myself in the process. There was a large  mattress up there. It took a minute to realize that the roof was flat. A couple more shots of tequila and a couple more beers. It gets fuzzy again. I don't really remember much but I was pretty busy I suspect. I would love to say I had a great time. I probably did but I just can't remember much. It sort of comes in flashes. I can't really be sure. I almost wish I could see (if it in whole or in part was filmed ) how or what I did. It still makes me feel weird about it.