I am a sexually and socially submissive girl. When I say socially, I mean that I am submissive to my husband in everyday life. It's long, complicated and probably not how most people would imagine it.

Fantasy has always been a very important part of my sex life, all my fantasies are based around my submission to dominance, that is what excites me above everything. I was very fortunate that as I started to really become aware of what I needed and wanted, I met a man who dovetailed pretty much with those needs and desires. Up until then I had a series of boyfriends who just weren't right for me, they weren't what I really needed. Because they weren't dominant themselves, sex was not very satisfactory, so I fantasised while they fucked me. I fantasised about my submission to dominant men, and if my boyfriend could last long enough, that and the fantasy might be enough to make me cum. If that didn't work then I would fantasise on my own and make myself cum. When I met the man who was right for me I still fantasised, but now they really worked. I shared them with him, I would relate one while he was fucking me and I used to cum over and over again, I still do! 

My fantasies are long and detailed, many of them are of long standing, but they have been added to, embellished, changed over the years. Some of them are new, there have been some comments or messages here on this site which have sparked one or two new ones. I thought that I would relate some of those fantasies here and if you are entertained by them, that's good, it makes me happy, if not, that's fine too we are all different, we all like different things.

I thought that I would start with a very early one, the only basis of truth in it is that I did a lot of babysitting when I was a relatively young girl and I had this fantasy at the time. I was sixteen then (16 seems a pc age to be having this fantasy) and I am in my fifties now, so it has served me well!