My very first public access was in a crab tied position.

It is very unique in that it allows you to be put in various positions for various access to various places while not allowing you adequate freedom to defend yourself.

 All 3 holes are avaialble as well as your breasts.

for weeks and months, I begged Master John to take me and exploit just how slutty and subordinate I was. 

I was a very tender 19 when he first bound me into a crab Tie and allowed a room full of men and women use me.  My mouth was held open with retractors and I was carried into the room and presented to the group.  A room full of old men and a few old women.  For hours they fucked me in all of my holes, including my mouth and ass (not always in that order.

It sounds strange to some of you, but I do not have to be used by sexy people.  it is the fact  that I am helpless and feel so owned.  I dare say being tied up and used by un-sexy people is just as big a turn on to me.  In any case, that night I was routed and reemed by some pretty ugly, fat, gross old men.  But I still think about it often...and slip my hand in my panties just to relive it a bit.