I was at work, and got the typical good morning messages midway through my day.  We exchanged some messages, and he asked about my plans for the day.  It was a normal work Friday and then i had plans to go out with a couple of friends to see a show.  I was picking them up after work.  Not longer after i got a message instructing me to remove my panties and show him, then put them somewhere in my office and leave them there when i left for the day.  It wasn't too unusual request from him.  He knows it makes me uncomfortable, but also gets me wet.  So i went to the restroom, removed them as quickly as i could and sent him photos of them having been removed.  

I went back to my desk and we exchanged a few emails making small talk about various things.  He knows i've been in... in a mood?  I go through phases.  Sometimes i do what he asks because i am committed and other times I am more eager.  Work has been a little stressful recently and there are a lot of things going on outside of this that add to my agitation.  He has only ever required that i be honest with him, and i believe i have always done my best to be.  He asks what i want sometimes, but it doesn't mean that he does what i ask.  He makes those decisions.  He had asked if i thought i needed him to back off.  I gave it some thought and told him no.  The things he asked of me, i did because i chose to commit to him, and it is something I do for me.   He is the person who knows what i cunt i am.  He has read the stories i wrote before i met him while i was figuring out this is what i was made for.  THIS right now is the one thing that is done only for me (and it comes through him of course).

So the day continued on.  Work day ended and i sent a quick email to him and went out to the car.  i quickly checked my email, and he left a message that i should remove my bra before i left and put it with the panties. Unfortunately i was already in the car and getting ready to leave, and i sent a quick note telling him so.  

I stopped to fill up the gas tank and checked my mail.  He said to remove it before i got to my friends, and my bra was to be left somewhere in the car where it might be seen.  i got up and filled up the tank trying to figure out when and where i could remove it.  I know him well enough, to know he would prefer there be a risk of someone knowing what i was doing.  If i pulled into the parking lot of an empty building, he probably wouldn't punish me for that, but i know he would suggest next time... so i took a deep breath and sitting there in my car at the pump and pulled my arm out of my sweather... then the other... Then i worked my way out of the bra, and lifted my sweater up to let the bra fall free.  for a moment i felt the cool air on my exposed tits.  I didn't look up to see if anyone saw... i didn't want to know but i stuck my arms back in the sleeves.and glanced around and tossed the bra back next to my computer bag on the floor of the backseat.  

If they noticed neither said anything.  I was self conscious enough as it was.  Eating dinner, going to the show, all knowing i had nothing under my clothing.

So then i got to Saturday.  Normally I don't hear much from Master but he popped on rather late.  We exchanged some emails.  He reminded me of something i owed him (posted today in the Birthday Gifts Gallery), and then as it grew time to go to bed, he announced my ass was to be filled and i was to send pictures.  i agreed, and quickly got another email saying my cunt needed attention as well and to treat her to some to Tabasco sauce.  i know how it will burn, but i agreed.

I went upstairs and looked at the toys available tor my ass.  i thought about the vibrating plug, but decided maybe i enjoy that a little too much.  i was drawn to the plug that says Slut on the end, but decided since i hadn't tried it being the largest one of the set that maybe it wasn't wise as i knew it would be for the night.  So i went with the middle one that said Whore.  I was to send pictures of both my full ass and my cunt.  the trick with that plug is getting it in, the bulb of it, is somewhat wide, but the thin stem being silicon tends to bend as i try to get it inserted... but once it is in there i feel the wide stoppage in my ass.  Leaving my cunt wanting, but dealing with the burn of the moment.  He gave me an order to cum withing 30 secs... and let me know i would not be allowed to cum again until Monday.  Then i ended up agreeing that if i woke during the might i was to reapply the Tabasco to keep cunt hot... keeping her bothered isn't an issue when my ass has a guest.

So i made it through the night.with only 4 more applications of Tabasco.  i woke feeling like a total cunt... and then reminded if you asked my ass i was a whore.  There is something about being called names... having people coming up with their own names for me...being told to write such things across my tits... owning it is hard, but it something that i need.

So this morning, i woke up and did my morning things.  The WHORE plug is still deep in my ass where it should be... and i am grateful for it.  my cunt is wet and wanting but i will do my best to keep it under control or risk earning a new punishment from Master.  I do my best to please him...