I had gotten used to dressing in my girl clothes all the time now. No problem from the guys just like I was told. The guy's were still pretty much naked along with Pops most of the time. It was still a little weird but I was wearing dresses and skirts so who or what was the weirdest? I  thought I was really. I did get used to being naked out at the pool. I did however fail to control my cock. I was getting hard on's more often than not, the guy's noticed that and teased me. They would say a couple of things and stop. Weed was a new thing I was getting used to as well. I tried to convince myself that was a reason for my cock being hard. The one thing I never wore out of the room was Rene's nighty. She had given me the one she wore when she along with Martha had taken my virginity. She also sent all her best panties. I hadn't worn the heels she sent me at all. Chris said he bet I didn't have the balls to wear the nighty and a pair of heels for half a day. I asked what the prize was for winning. 2 joints.  Your kidding I had to wear the heels and the nighty with makeup and hair done. I did think about it and he said OK it is kind of a hassle for you so he offered 4 joints. OK I'll do. I should really have not tuned out the little voice in my head. What the fuck are you doing? I just wanted to get a few joints. And that was cool, besides it wasn't a big secret I was wearing girly things. So I got up early the next day and hair and makeup along with the nighty I was just needing the heels. I picked a white pair. That's when I found the little note from Rene. She said she was really sorry and worried about me. She gave me times to call when our aunt was at work. She said that she would always answer the phone when it rang. I would be able to keep in touch with her after all. So I was very happy to know that I was still in her family at least. So I went out to the kitchen to get my morning coffee with a big smile. The guy's were all watching me and said some very nice and slightly nasty things. I didn't mind at all or think anything about the I'd fuck you comments. I was really kind of getting off on the fact that I was kind of hot to them. Pops said he thought my make up should be a little less slutty. I guess I over did it. I  did ask for use of the phone though. We can chat about it tonight when I get home. I was really hoping for a yes of course right away but I could wait until later. He also mentioned that I should shave my legs to "complete the illusion ". I reminded him that school was starting in a few weeks. I really didn't want to take a shower at school and explain that to a bunch of guys I didn't know. So I just couldn't do that. Besides 2 of the guys cocks were definitely hard. I teased them like they had teased me. Pops pointed out that I should learn how to tuck my cock as well. I might have been getting a little hard myself. OK major blushing from me now. He told me Ray was doing a check up on the kids in the area and might be stopping by in a few days. I was really hoping to hear that I had a chance to get back near home anyway. So  the day was cool I had my joints and the guys were paying a bit more attention to me than normal. What happened next was just a little game that they liked when we were stoned. Weird question time. The rules get high and answer the question. Stuff like are UFO's real? This time it was worst way to die. That was a fucked up question. I assumed it was to get me to talk about the crash that took Mom and Dad ,Rene and the rest of my life away. I have a little scar on my right hand. It was from a friend of mine who got a little to rowdy playing with a steak knife. It wasn't real deep it was a very quick slash to the side of my hand. It just felt awful and I used to get shivers when I thought about when it happened. That was my answer. Knives freaked me out I was convinced that had to be one of the worst ways for me. The other guys stared in on theirs and I kind of tuned out. I didn't want to hear all about their ways. I pretended to be zoned out for a few. What do you think about sex of any kind? I didn't think about that answer. I assumed it was straight sex they were talking about. I'm for it and nothing further from me. I knew it was designed to get me to talk again about whether or not I was a virgin. If I was bi/ gay. I stayed quiet and let them talk. Since I was in a nighty I thought I was getting away with "a lady never tells ". Good to know. I didn't want to ask when I heard that. But I heard that voice again what the fuck does that mean? I wore the nighty until about 1:30 or so. I  wanted to get in the pool. Chris wanted me to keep the heels on they just look cool Fuck it why not except now I was  naked. I thought about the women in the magazines who had their slutty make up and nothing other than heels on. I  kind of thought I might be pushing it to much but I was stoned and the guys were in a good mood. I stayed in the pool a little while. One of the guys followed me out. He tossed me the sunscreen and said do me and I'll do you. OK cool I  finished my part and now it's my turn. Paul took a very long time to apply it. He seemed like he was in slow motion. Especially when he finally got to my ass. I  tried to say that it was good enough. He just kept going into the crack of my ass too. I couldn't control my cock it was hard again. They teased me to the point of really feeling like I was going to be finger fucked. Paul slapped my ass and said I had been a prick tease all morning. He just wanted to get even was all. I was going to say something rude to him when I turned to face him. He was sporting a hard cock and it was about 6 or so inches away from my face. I stared at it for a few seconds and then turned away. I remember thinking that I shouldn't wear the nighty again if I was really a cock teaser. I thought of Martha and Rene if my cock looked like Paul's did to them. I wondered what it was like to suck on a cock again. Wow I just had to be really stoned and fucking horny. I was very aware of how hard my cock was. Pops got home and said I could talk to Rene once a week for a half hour or 3 times  a week for 10 minutes. It was Friday and my aunt was probably home I decided to ask Rene on Monday. I didn't know it but I was going to have plenty to talk about. The air conditioning in the room had stopped and  no breeze to help out either. Perfect. Chris said we should just get naked and sleep on top of the sheets. Fuck it why not. I laid back hands under the pillow and kind of spread out. I feel asleep like that. I was woke up around 2 Am with someone on my chest and my arms and legs were held in place as well. I couldn't move a hand was on my mouth I really started to panic. That was when I was the knife in  Chris's hand. Be good and you won't get cut to ribbons he said. We want to welcome you to the family now. You can't prick tease all day and not expect to get away with it sissy. He said that they were g oing to have memories with the pictures they were going to take.Oh shit I didn't believe this was real. I felt the knife at my throat and knew it was. Don't be a pussy your gonna like it. One by one I was forced to suck off all of them. I was told to swallow every drop of cum. I did my best not to cry but it happened. But oddly enough only with the first cock. It wasn't the worst thing ever even though I was sure I was supposed to hate it. It was different from anything else I had ever felt. I thought of Martha and Rene sucking my cock and enjoining it I kind of understood what they liked about it. I didn't really mind the texture of cock hard with a kind of softness as well. The feeling of being well face fucked was unreal to me how much I liked it. The taste of cum indescribable salty and bitter sweet and tangy each cock tasted as different as the cum. But it wasn't that bad really. I  was told after I had swallowed the last load the guys were going to fuck my tight little virgin ass. I would again swallow their cum I felt something in my ass and that was my focus now. I was receiving my first enema. There was a bucket to release it into I was given a second one. I was told it was so that I didn't get shit on their cocks. Or in my mouth when I was taking the next load. I felt like I should fight and be a man or woman and end this thing from happening. I  couldn't the knives scared the hell out of me. One by one they took their turn. I felt the head of the first cock slipped in my ass deliberately and a little a time. It was painful to say the least. I was crying again. I should scream and fight but no I took the cock with a fucking whimper. It took a couple of minutes and then the pain went away. It didn't feel great but I was getting used to being fucked. I was also getting the next cock hard with my mouth. Somewhat of a spit roast but not quite. Trade me that was the signal one was going to cum. I  took another load of cum from the cock straight out of my ass. I didn't even know that was a thing. I never heard of it or saw anything like it. They all fucked me and I was starting to get into the feeling of being fucked . Oh shit I was going to be a sissy faggot forever now. I was freaking out over that. But I found myself enjoying the the cocks I had in my mouth and tight little ass hole. The cum shooting in my mouth felt good. The throbbing of the cocks as they came started to get clearer each time. I lost track of everything except the feeling of cocks in my mouth and ass. I  didn't even care about the pictures of me sucking cock and showing off the cum like a real nasty slut. I started to think I was the nastiest little sissy cock slut ever. I liked it too much to resist. I was told that I was family now. I was told I was so good I was going to be allowed to cum too. I was sucked off and it didn't take very long before I let loose with a big load of cum. I was kissed by Chris as he fed me my own cum. OK I guess I deserve to swallow my cum as well. I liked the taste of my cum too. It was over now and I didn't have to do it again. Not unless I wanted to.  Then just like that I  was free. I wanted to run and tell Pops what had just happened to me. I wanted to fetch knife and fucking kill them. No I rolled onto the floor and started to cry like a little bitch. I was a little bitch I felt my ass kind of throbbing for a split second I thought I wasn't really ready to stop.  That was when I really started to cry. What the fuck is happening with me?