So I am not sure when I first really thought about crossdressing. I wasn't one of those boys who was interested in his mother's panties, quite the opposite as I was a very masculine child. It was probably touched upon in my first long term relationship. I even discussed it with my girlfriend at the time who was very supportive. In the end I didn't bother and then I went off and joined the military so there was never much time or privacy to pursue the idea.

It was only when I moved into my own place that I had the time to explore this feminine side of my personality. Sexually I was always willing to explore all avenues, I was comfortable in being intimate with women or men from my teens. So taking on a persona and being a "woman" wasn't a huge step for me. I enjoy it, I like playing the part and pleasing men and indulging their fantasies. Women are just as welcome in my bed, though they may have to take on a more dominant role, it really depends on how I feel. So that is a little insight into what makes me, me.