What I am assume , maybe you are asking ? I assume it that I am a pornosexual and a jerk. Since I was a little boy I like to jerk to porn, but untill some weeks ago I did not realize that I am truly a masturbator. I thought I am gay, or sissy and I act like this but without any other result then pain because the sexual pleasure does not come. in exchange I continue to have pleasure every time when I masturbate to porn. I never thought or was preocupied by fucking but masturbating. I had and I still have a limp dick when cames about fucking and it is always erect when it is about jerking to porn. Now I am prepared to assume this and to live as a pornosexual from now on. 

I will come out as a pornosexual little by little to all my aquantances and friends.