After John and showing me that I was a total bottom, I knew I could never drop this from my life completely. But how would I find another man with simlar taste to his. It was only about the sex and without drama and baggage. A man that was all top to enjoy me as his bottom. Of course now living in a much smaller town this was really difficult. So I started watching and reading porn and erotica as a way to release these feelings without the danger of getting caught locally. And this opened up so many more desires for me. I decided that trying BDSM might work. I joined groups and clubs online hoping to find a Mistress that would use a strap-on on me. That looked so hot watching a woman with a cock plow a mans ass and call him nasty names. It seemed like the safer way to go.

I met one Lady through a fetish site and she was Dominant and we dated a few months. And I must say, she was very good at anal play. She taught me to use enemas to make sure I was clean. She introduced me to Butt Plugs, training my ass to stretch open for different size dildo. She got one that vibrated and shocked me that she would insert in me before we went out. She loved to embarrass me when we were giving an order to a waitress or waiting to pay at a cashier. She would vibrate it which I could handle and just smile or chuckle. Of course she wanted to see others reaction when she shocked me and I would jump and and scream. Grabbing the counter and unable to speak coherently or get out my wallet. I would blush and be so embarrassed becausa they had to suspect what was going on. I hated and loved it at the same time. Then when we got to my house, she would place leather ankle and wrist cuffs on me. We made a home made spreader bar that she would lock my legs spread wide and my wrists locked to the middle. She loved to flog and paddle my ass while the plug was still inside me vibrating with periodic shock so she could laugh. She liked to stand in front of me while I was bent over and locked to the spreader bar, then make me suck her strap-on. She told me she was training me to be a good cocksucker for the future. She had no idea I already liked sucking cock, but I was thrilled at the idea of her making me suck dick while she fucked my ass. She called me slut and sissy all the time and boy I loved it. I was hoping she would make me dress like a sissy one day, but that never happened. Then one day she called me on my day off and told me to put in my biggest butt plug and meet her at a friend Toni's house. I asked her why and she just told me to not worry about it and get over there. So I am sure she will be fucking me and was getting thrilled about her friend being there. I took a shower and enema. Put the plug in my ass and headed over. When I got there I did not see her car, so I called her to ask where she was. She told me they were on there way and that the back door was unlocked. Go in the living room. There is a blindfold and handcuffs there. Get naked, leave plug in, put on blindfold, cuff your hands behind you and knee in front of coffee table. She is giggling and laughing so I imagine they are riding together. I asked her to not make me and she laughed and said you better be ready in five minutes then hung up. I was liking the humiliation and she really got off doing these things to me, and it was exciting so I did as she told me. I felt like I was waiting forever before I finally heard the key in the lock. She walked in first. Thats a good sissy she said while I could tell there was a smirk on her face. She circled me to make sure I was cuffed and plugged then reached down and squeezed my dick. Oh sissy boy is so hard she said while snickering. I answered yes ma'am as I sure don't want her mad when I am restrained. She had me kneel up and started to work the plug in and out of my ass, making sure there would be no resistance when she fucked me. "I am letting Toni borrow you for a few hours. You better not embarrass me bitch." No Ma'am I won't I answered. "Okay Toni go ahead and stick it in sissy boys mouth. He loves sucking. Don't you cocksucker?" I again said yes ma"am. I opened my mouth and in it went. Oh fuck??!! I tried to pull back, because I knew this was a real cock. She laughed and held my head firm so "Tony" could get more in my mouth. "I figured you might try this slut. Now suck it the way you suck my strap-on. Yea. There you go. Make my friend feel good. Tony has been so horny since he and Cheryl broke up. He wanted to fuck me, but Cheryl is my friend too. So I offered you to him for an hour or so. Thats it sissy suck his cock. I knew you could take it with the way you take my dildos and plugs. Yes he's going to fuck your sissy ass too. You're doing so good cocksucker. Isn't he a good cock slut Tomy?" Tony grunted Yes ma'am. He sucks cock better than Cheryl ever did." They both laughed as Tony grabbed my head and began to slowly fuck my face. She had already trained me how to take her strap-on down my throat so I was definitely enjoying this. "I know I said I was going to leave, but this is so hot. I'm gonna watch my sissy boy be a real sissy now. Suck that cock slut. Shit I may have to bring more guys for this bitch. She really likes it." I moaned and gagged and grunted, but she was right. Then Tony said, " God yes. You trained this slut well. Taking every inch and really working it. God this was like heaven. I was being taken by a man in front of my girlfreind and she was loving it. Could I ask for anything better.

"Okay I gotta run a few errands. AS much as I would really love to watch you 2 lovebirds go at it, I think sissy would be able to unwind and be a better slut if I am gone." She could see I was really sucking like a girl possessed so she undid the cuffs and pulled off my blindfold. I looked up and grabbed his cheeks to get a good rythym going. She reached around and pulled the plug in and out a few times before removing it. " There, Can't have anything blockking that pussy can we?" Oh and you may cum in any hole Tony. I feed him his cum all the time." And off she went. 

Tony started telling me how good it felt and I would smile and look up at him. He asked me if I liked his cock. I pulled off and told him God yes. Then put it back in my mouth. She was right too, I felt more relaxed now that she was gone and really got into sucking. " Damn. You're good. Gonna see if she lets me use this mouth regularl. I smiled again and really started sucking. I so loved the compliments.

How about that pussy? I need some of that too. He told me. I slid it out and kissed and licked his cock and said okay. I got up on the couch kneeling as walked behind me. He rubbed his dick around my hole and I would moan. Damn you shoulda been a girl. Look how you move that ass and it ain't even in yet. You want this cock huh? I moaned and begged him for it. Please fuck me Tony. She said you could use me, so please use me baby. He guided it in and I groaned oh god yes. Thanks to the plugs, my pussy swallowed his cock all the way in. He grabbed my hips and started banging the shit out of me already. I screamed over and over. God yes. Fuck me Baby. I guess my cocksucking was too much for him because after 5 minutes he unloaded in my ass. I wimpered as I sure did not want this to end so quickly. I needed to be fucked so bad. He pulled out and I stayed in position. My ass spasming like it was begging for more. I could feel cum dripping down my ass. He walked to the other side of the couch and put his cock to my lips and told me to clean it. I know my ass is clean so I opened up and started licking the cum from his cock. " Damn you are a good slut. I sure hope I can use you at least once a week." I smiled, my ass still spasming and my mouth still cleaning.

Well after that, she asked if I would do that every week for Tony. I told her if she made me. She laughed and said she was giving me a choice. I'm thinking she must be okay with me doing it so I said sure. Oh so I guess I mad you gay now. She said. We end up arguing and she dropped me, telling me I need to find a boyfriend. I was devastate. I feel I am bi-sexual, and I was hoping she was okay with that since she is the one that set it up. But oh well. I did get to play with Tony one more time, but he got a new girlfriend and that was that. So again my search continued.