This blog is about the effects of my cockcage made me submissive towards my girlfriend. It started with an accidental self bondage exposure moment and end with me being her denied pussy licking slave. Being locked in a cockcage is generally slightly horny for me, but my girlfriend took it to a whole new level by humiliating me through my hornyness.

So lets begin with how she first found out about my cockcages...

She found me semi-dressed in garters, pantyhose, heels, a big, red , mouth fulling ballgag, an almost juiceless vibrating buttplug and taped-on breasts. I had cuffed myself with my hands on my back and looped the chain to the radiator in the kitchen. My collar was tie-wrapped to the top of the radiator knob and i had locked my little sissy dicklet up in chastity as well. While i was struggling with my hands cuffed to the radiator, I must have accidently kicked away the key from my self-bondage session.I could just see it slide straight under the closet. No chance for escape. What had i gotten myself into? I was also very exposed with my legs far apart and sitting on my vibrating plug. My metal chastity device was ticking against the ground with every move.

When she came home, she paced into the kitchen and saw me cuffed to the radiator, hands on my back and my collar thightly locked in place by the tiewraps around the radiatorhead. I was panicking, and trying to break the tiewraps, but was very, very unable to move.

She stepped into the kitchen and stopped in her tracks. She said nothing and put down the bag of groceries. She looked at me from top to bottom. No expression. I tried to mumble through my gag that i was stuck and that i was sorry... She just kept looking at me and my locks. After an eternity she asked: "Whats that?", while pointing to my tiny, Mediviel looking metal cage. I just looked down in shame and mumbled that i was sorry through the gag. She bend over towards my face and looked me straight in the eye. "Naughty boy!", she said. And pointed her finger. "Can you unlock yourself?" I helped her find the key to my handcuffs by pointing. She uncuffed me and left. I was so increadibly embarresed over this incident that i didnt dare bring up the subject to her.

After a few months of casual sex, we started playing a little more rough again. I was trying to get her in a spankeble position. I landed half a slap when she grabbed my hand behind her back and told me to stop immediately. I was scared i had hurt her, and let her roll off my lap. She sat up and said that i was the "Naughty Boy" needing punishment. I got very aroused as i love being humiliated into submission. The "Naughty Boy" reference made me realise that i was wearing my cage during the incident. I asked her: "Want to see what i was wearing?". My heart was racing!!! She did and i got my cockcage from my hidingplace and gave it to her. She was intrigued to say the least. I kind of showed her which part would ergonomically go where, ending with putting the small metal cage over my dick and pushing down to my balls. I offered to put it on for her with the ball part. My girlfriend was helping and that totally didnt work. Eventually i put the cage on myself and slit the lock through the hole, so it wouldnt shoot off. I pushed my hips towards her to show the end result. She wiggled the open lock and i showed her where to press to close it.

*click* It was shut for the first time out of curiosity. I got very aroused and was soooo horny. My girlfriend locking my cockcage was the beginning of sex sessions where she was only the Dominant. I had to lay my head on her chest and she would keep it there with a little force. I would wiggle around my hips and moan. I would try to hump her leg with my cage rubbing my very painfull and swollen horny member. Even more moaning and feelings of submission. She would refer to me as "little slut", and grabbing my neck with her arm. I could almost explode from humping her leg alone. She started to love toying around with me. Getting me horny as hell and extremely submissive.

One day i was horny again and wanted her to dominate me. I got my smallest metal cage again and offered it to her to hopefully get her in the mood. She was only paying a bit of attention to my offering of submissiveness and continued browsing. I kept poking for attention, which i eventually got...

She clearly was a little bored with my romantic escapades. I tried to persuade her by promising i would do the dishes and hang the laundry if i could wear it. She caught my bluff and said: " Ok, put it on". Reluctantly, I clicked it on and tried to give her the keys She took them and dropped then in her nightstand. She then sat up in bed and looked at me straight. She said: "Go do it quickly!". I didnt understand what she meant. "You promised to do the dishes and hang the laundry. Do it quickly!". I thought she was joking and tried to lay on her chest. She pushed me away and towards the side of the bed. "Go!!! Now! Little slut..."

I knew she was serious and started mentally preparing to hang the laundry caged and naked. I politely asked her if i could do it while wearing a gag and handcuffs. That seemed to make it less miserable to do these chores. She made me get the gag and cuffs and tightly put them in. She then shoved me to the side of the bed again dominantly. Before i wiggled to my feet she told me to also wear my heels with straps. I obliged humbly and submissively.

I felt humiliated by her. I was horny and wanted kinky sex, but instead i was forced to fullfill my promise. The cuffs, gag, heels and cockcage severly demobilized me while doing the laundry. I took a long time and asked a few times to at least loosen my handcuffs. It was really hard to fold laundry handcuffed! The ballgag made me drowl when bending over to pick up stuff. The heels are pretty high and makes getting stuff from the ground even harder. Getting up from crouching was an achievement. Meanwhile my cock would be uselessly dangling in its small cage with a ratling lock.

When after a long time i would be finished, i would stumble back to her and try to explain through my ballgag that i had finished a task. She would tell me well done and invute me into bed, where i would be alowed to lay against her chest. My restaints would barely ever come off in bed laying there. The submissive feelings of being tightly restained and my head on her chest like a small kids would eventually make me horny again. Slowly laying my locked dicklet against her leg. A little rubbing and a hardon straining against my cage would painfully emerge. My soft moaning and secretly humping of her leg would turn into humping her thigh agressively. She would allow it for a bit while continuing to browse Buzzfeed. Here i would reach ecstetic levels of submission.

Just before precum would start to leak on her thigh, she would choke my throat with her arm and tell me to stop. "It's time for another task. Go clean the dished, and do it quickly little slut". Still horny me would try to beg for a little more affection, to no avail. If i would take too long to stop being a horny little slut and start the task at hand, she would get out her whip and whip me hard! Getting off the bed is difficult tied up, but she would continu to mercilessly whip me until i was fysically next to the bed. Thats where the humiliation would begin in being forced into household chores by my girlfriend. Her use of my own hornyness against me, was making me humble and obedient.

This is how my girlfriend pavlov'd me into an obedient sissy maid. More and more i would just get horny by the thought of wearing my cockcage and sometimes restraints while doing chores. I would wear my case when home alone to do chores. I already cross dressed before that, so i slowly started adding parts of maids outfits to my look. My girlfriend wouldnt really mind if i was wearing garters, stockings, heels. a skirt and a corset while cleaning. As long as i was doing the chores when she would get home. She would compliment me on my choice to do chores and slap my butt as a reward. Sometimes if she's a little frisky, she'll grab my cockcage tight and poke her pointy nails into my dickhead. With my restraints i cant really escape and i ha e to ensure her torture before she tells me to get going quickly.

During some horny weekend i would sometimes dress up like a slutty girl, because it feels sexy to crossdress. She wouldnt like it, but sometimes we would play. She would always make slutty girl me lick her pussy. A lot. I would feel sexy and girly and start giving her kisses on her neck and breasts. She would rub her pussy a bit during the kissing. Then out of nothing she would grab my hair and very forcefully push my face into her cunt. She would smother me with her juices and really dictate the pace by controlling my face by my hair. Especially with restaints i would feel superabused. Very horny while licking her. Tight grip in my hair until she hsd come enough times. Tgen i would be tossed aside or pulled upon her and i would have to use my dick to satisfy her. I would quickly cum and be done. She on the other hand could headfuck me by my hair and give no illusions about who was in absolute pussy control.

This humiliating controlled pussy licking combined excellent with a cockcage as i wasnt able to cum after licking her to several orgasms. I woud get extremely horny after being facefucked, but no chance for release. It makes me feel like a properly abused little slut being used for someone elses gratification. The perfect state of mind for a humiliated sissy slut and an obedient sissy maid!

We are training to keep me in chastity longer. Right now three days is pretty long. Usually after two days i want out and my girlfriend wants dick. So we open up the cage. I almost always engage in using the cockcage. Offering it to my girlfriend for submissive sissy maid chores or humiliating face fuckings are a great way for her to have all the benefits from my clitty being locked up. I become submissive, polite, well-mannered, humble and attentive. Hopefully this picks up the coming years. So she can continu to humiliate me for her benefits. I'm her 'little slut'.

xxx

Jasmine