Confessions
                                                         by imagecollector63

I love wearing panties. There I've said it. Admitting you have a problem is the first step or so I'm told.I just don't see it as a problem. I love the way panties feel and how they make me feelI'm not gay. I'm married with three kids. Been in the service and have a good job. So why is it wrong. Why am I keeping it a secretI love wearing pantiesI have a collection that I keep hidden in the garage. Panties, a few bras and a couple pair of stockingsAnd I have quite a collection of pictures stories and videos. And yes, I like seeing other guys in panties.
Seeing other guys enjoying themselves with their cocks hard and strainingBut I'm not gayOk. So maybe once or twice I thought about it.  Just touching. What harm could there be in just touching. I do occasionally wonder.But what if my wife finds out. Maybe she would be ok with it. Or maybe she would think I'm a sissy, and force me to dress up for her friendsNo, that's silly. I wouldn't enjoy that at all. Her girl friends laughing at me. Teasing me.As long as other guys didn't know. Because I'm not gay. I wouldn't like it at all to be forced to wear panties in front of other guys.
I think I should just keep quiet and keep on hiding my panties.But it wouldn't hurt to fantasize about it.I was standing on a small raised platform. My wrists were tied above my head. I couldn't see past the bright lights that were pointed at me. I was wearing a white lace bra with sheer cups. White briefs and white stockings. I heard someone say start the cameras. One man much older than me stepped onto the platform in front of me. His cock was making a noticeable bulge in his pants. He knelt down in front of me and started massaging my cock through the briefs. I got hard almost at once. I heard myself sayingStop I'm not gay don't do thatBut he didn't stop. He reached up and pulled down the waistband of my briefs until my cock was free. I watched in horror as he took my cock into his mouth. I could feel him sucking hard.I couldn't stop the rush of cum building until I squirted my load into his mouth. It was humiliating and embarrassing.
But my ordeal wasn't over. My wrists were untied and I was forced to kneel. The old man stood up and slowly slipped off his pants. He was wearing panties too. Black with little pink flowers. He moved up close to me and rubbed his panty-covered cock in my face. I knew what was happening. He slipped his panties down and pulled out his own cock. It was bigger than mine. Longer and fatter. He held the shaft and pushed the head towards my mouth
I kept twisting my head away. He kept pushing until I finally surrendered and let him get his cock into my mouth.
It was all I could do to keep from choking. He fucked my mouth for several minutes and all of a sudden my mouth was full of warm stringy cum.
I heard my wife telling me that supper was ready and snapped back to reality