hi everyone, thanks for taking the time to read this. so i want to talk about my jouney of wanting to be a sissy. i'm not trying to offend anyone i just want to get it all of my chest.

every since i can remember i've loved fondling and touching myself. i started dressing up in my mums clothes when i was young, i loved the feel of silk and satin against my skin all over, dressing up in sexy lingerie i loved the feeling of being sexy like that. the desire to dress up like a woman more and more grew with every differnt piece of clothing i tryed on. As time past i fit into my mums clothes a bit better and i felt like this was something i wanted to really do forever. the only thing that really got in the way of it all was the guilt and the shame as the fantsy's of being treated like a women crepted in. of course i still loved women and the thought of being with one always made me hard, touching and sucking boobs. being touched by a woman, i loved it.  but i was conflicted as much as i wanted to be with a wonman i also wanted to be admired like a woman, to be touched like a women to have the chance to pleasure a man like a woman. Finally i was dressing regular in clothes that i loved, i wore hold up stockings, a bra which i filled with ballons with water to have a sort realistic touch, i mini skirt that i made myself and a top that streatched a little to show of my boobs. i loved dressing up every chance i got acting all girly pretending that a man would catch me, i had all sorts of fantasys and done things to. it all intesified when i hit my early teens.

 i'll blog more but i'd love to be able to chat to some guys and women too answer any questions you might have  or talk about my fantasy's. thanks for reading x