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What is happening with me?
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Idk what is happening with me. I always knew, that I am bisexual. I love women, transgender and watch gay content too.
But
about a half year ago, I stumbled across the Sissy topic. I watched
porn with sissy guys, sucking cocks and started to feel very turned on.
But not by thinking to get my cock sucked, but to be like them. To be
dressed in pink panties, bra, with a cute dress and such. To get used
like a girl. I cum fast, when I watch such content. And then I feel,
like I woke up from a dream and feel guilty and even remove these videos
from my favourites. But a day later ... it catches me again and I jerk.
I started to watch hypnosis videos too. I even bought myself bra and
panties. I put them on and felt directly turned on as hell. It feels
good and right on me. I take a dildo (from my wife) and suck it, imagine
it is a cock of a guy. I sucked, watched a video and jerked. It feels
so good and right. I came and felt again guilty. Saw myself in the bra
and panties and felt ridiculous and ashamed. I placed the underwear to
trash, deleted my whole account and swear I will stop it. Half week
later I watch sissy stuff again, being hard as a rock, not feeling
turned on by women anymore. Just want to be a Sissy now, serving a horny
daddy. I want it happen in real. After I cum, it is gone again, I feel
disgusted about myself and see, that I actually prefer girls.
What is happening with me?
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Posted on : Aug 5, 2019
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