Note: All parties were of legal age at the time this happened.

My love for cock first started when I was younger at the age of 19. I had been set to a hospital that helped boys and girls overcome anger issues. The boys were kept separated from the girls except during our sessions and meal times. I was given a room with two fellow boys of similar age. Chad (same age as me, white, and extremely cocky attitude) and James (slightly older than me, black, laid back attitude). We were really only in our rooms for bedtime and a couple hours during the day.

I quickly adjusted to life in the hospital. Around the 9th day Chad and James got into an argument about who was bigger. I thought they were joking at first until they asked me to judge. I quickly said no, but it was too late. They both were facing me with their pants down. I didn't know that until I turned around to tell them "no" once more. That's when I got my first real look at another cock, other than my own. I always kinda knew I've had a small cock compared to most, but this day confirmed my suspicions. There was Chad and James both standing erect in my direction. Chad was uncut and 5-6 inches. James was cut, big thick veins, and 8-9 inches easily. I quickly spun around told them to "get the fuck outta my face". They laughed and went back to joking with each other. I requested a new room as soon as I could and never spoke to Chad or James again. I however couldn't get their magnificent cocks out of my head. From that moment on I've always loved cock. That was the first night in my life I fantasized about sucking another cock and willingly spreading my ass for one as well. Once I was given my own road I acted upon those fantasies by stroking my little cock while I had two fingers inserted into my ass (really uncomfortably) and shot the largest load up to that point in my life.

It wouldn't be until later that same year when I actually fulfilled my fantasies and hooked up with a boy in high school.We'd meet during our free period once or twice a week as not to cause suspicions. Trey (19 years old, black, uncut and a thick 7-8 inches) knew I was a bottom and treated me a such. Sometimes he'd just have me suck him off till completion, other times he'd bend me over a desk and "take what's his". Thankfully this was our secret throughout high school, but deep down inside I wanted everyone to know I was a sissy faggot. That I preferred cock over pussy. Thanks for reading my ramblings.