I was raised by my mother, my father died in an accident before I was born. I never had a
male role model in my life. I was the only male child in our family. From the earliest time I can remember I've always dressed as a girl. I have pictures of me when I was maybe 5 in a leotard, tights and a tutu, for dance class. And pictures of me and my cousins dressed in frilly dresses, for Sunday church and dinner, my aunt encouraged my mother to raise me as a girl. When i spent summers visiting my aunt and cousins i always dressed as a girl. One of my favourite pictures is one of me snuggled beside my mom in a skirt and blouse at a family party. I've never really wore boys clothes for the most part hand me downs from my cousins. My mom worked as a beauty consultant for a large department store chain, in her spare time she did hair and makeup for special occasions, like weddings etc, she sold cosmetics on the side and had her friend who was our neighbor also helped out. Mrs V also sold lingerie as well so her and mom would team up and do parties.
Mom and Mrs V would practice on me and I was a willing model, often dressed in some lingerie, while mom applied makeup. One time I was sitting on the stool as mom applied my makeup practicing for the convention, that she and Mrs V were going to. Dressed in a black bra, Tap panties and thigh high stockings, with open toe slippers with the fuzzy pompoms across the top strap.
Mrs V husband Viktor came in an announced that the taxi was here to take mom and Mrs V to the airport. After loading suitcases into the taxi, mom gave me a kiss on the cheek and said be a good girl fo Viktor. I waved goodbye and put on a short black mini skirt and tight top.
After dinner Viktor and i sat on the couch and watched a movie on tv, it was a scary movie and at one point i buried my face in his chest. He put his arm around me and we continued to watch the movie. He soon pulled me close and kissed me, i kissed him back and he kissed me deeper. I soon found my head buried in his crotch as he exposed his penis rubbing it across my face and lips. He instructed me to kiss the head of his penis as i stroked it with my hand. He placed his hand on the back of my head and pushed his penis into my mouth, and instructed me how to suck his cock. He rubbed his hand on my ass and slide my panties aside. He licked his finger and slide it into my asspussy, it felt so good and i sucked him harder in response. Soon my mouth was swimming in his cum, as i swallowed some escaped at the corners of my mouth, he wipe the cum and stuck his fingers in my mouth to suck clean. We spent the rest of the evening with his cock deep inside my asspussy.
Soon after that experience Viktor introduced me to his friend Tony. Tony was a fat balding man who enjoyed abusing and degrading me. He was the complete opposite to Viktor.