All the happy birthday wishes sing in my head everyday from those that haven't already,  Finaly, I'm 18?

I wonder if this is a finaly, I don't really feel anything special... I gotta do my own money works etc etc and I can buy the heavy liquors, but I haven't had a evening with my friends yet (party!) whilst others that I know would've been going out of the roof partying the whole night trough (I plan to)

But I keep having to move my birthday to later dates, wich gives me more time to organize stuff, but it's annoying all that school with everyone, but meh.

I'm no more lolita officialy! o.O I think?