During the late 70's, I was exposed to many different types of nudity and porn.  Being unsure of who I was and what was for me, I realized that being naked was a requirement for me to fully feel my sexual desires.  My family had a rather large farm and the neighbors were very far away.  In fact, we couldn't see any other farm sor houses except one that was a little down the way.  It was the house that the hired farm help would stay at.  That's a different story.

To get anywhere, at that age, I either had to get a ride, walk or ride my bike.  I mostly chose the latter two because it gave me private time.  We had a river that ran throught the vast property and a pond.  At the far edge was a rail road track, which is where I loved to go.   My first time being naked in public, I rode my bike down a tractor trail and left it at the end of a walking trail.  I wore my bikini Bottoms under my cut off jean shorts and had on my bikini top.  As I walked down the trail, I removed my shorts and took off my bikini bottoms.  Simply doing this made me feel very daring even though I was not yet fully naked.  Even those few minutes of being bottomless left me with the true understanding that this was something that I will be doing often.  I felt the warm breeze find it's way between my skinny thighs (and push and pull the few pubic hairs I had at the time) in the breeze.  With my fingers. I fluffed up my tiny 20 hair blondish bush on my mound and slid the palm of my hand over my little bald vulva.  I could feel the excitement and I knew this was going to be a memorable day.

 I put my shorts back on and I tucked the bikini bottoms into my pocket and proceded to the railroad tracks.  It was not my first time here and the sense of familiarity made me feel comfortable.  I basically felt that anyone coming out this far would be heard or seen since the tracks were raised a bit.  

I was a bit sweaty from my bike ride, excitement and the summer sun was getting warmer as the day progressed.  I came to an opening at the bottom of the hill going up to the tracks and I stopped.  I was very quiet and peaceful.  With that, I took off my top and immediately felt daring and womanly.  My breasts were very small, if they were even breasts at that time.  I ran both of my hands over my chest and felt my erect nipples respond immediately.  They were very sensitive and I have always enjoyed pinching, flicking or rubbing them for years.  It was an immedaite gateway to me feeling horny.  Today was no different.  I have felt horny before but today, I felt sexy.  I think back to the women I saw in magazines and always wondered how they felt being nude in front of a photographer.  This must have been how it felt.  Exciting!!

Topless, I walked up the trail to the tracks.  I stepped over one track to the middle.  I peered down the tracks in both direction.  Nothing.  I proceded to walk in the direction facing the sun.  With the scroching sun pounding down on my chest and belly, I could see and feel sweat running down my face and stomach.  My heart rate was very fast and my eyes and ears were on high alert.  I walked topless for quite some time.  I felt so free and happy with my perky nipples erect and exposed.  This is exactly what I wanted and now I am living this experience that I have been thinking and dreaming about.  This is who I wanted to be!  

As my excitement increased, I knew that being completley naked would make this experience more intense.  I unbottoned my loose shorts and let them drop to the rocks.  I raised my arms to the sky and enjoyed this feeling.  The light warm breeze again moved through my pubes and I still remember how intense that feeling was.  I stepped out of my shorts and was only wearing flip flops.  I gathered my clothes and started to slowly walk toward the sun.  Spinning around and living in this very sexy moment.  I didn't want it to end.  

My body was covered in sweat. I was very shiny and hot. In more ways than one.  I daringly walked slowly down the tracks and was completely in the moment.  Since no one was around, I dropped my clothes in the side of the tracks and continued to walk.  Every step I took was one step further from my clothes.  It made me feel so independent and like I was in charge of what I really wanted for such a long time.  Since I was doing such a bold act, for a girl, I decided to keep walking.  Every once in a while, I would look back to see how far I had walked.  It was quite a ways now and I had easily been nude for 20 minutes.  I saw a bridge a little ways ahead and that was going to be my destination.  I had to chose to either run back for my clothes or proceed forward.  I was torn.  I would have been a very long distance from clothes but also felt no one was anywhere near me. No one in sight and  no sound except my footsteps, birds and the blowing breeze in the trees.  

Bravely I proceeded to the bridge. I'm not sure why but it seemed like it was somewhere I wanted to go to and prance around naked.  I was increasingly horny and excited for the many more days I can come here to my safe place in the country.  I was already planning my summer of secret sexuality.  I couldn't get over the thoughts I had that told me that this was so right for me.  It was a dream that was coming true and I didn't want to end it.  I was getting closer to the bridge and I was more excited than I have ever been before.  I had never felt this horny and eager to masturbate.  Then I knew that the bridge was going to be my masturbation spot.  I approached the bridge and walked half way across.  I could see the river slowly moving below me and it looked nice and cool.  I was standing in an opening that allowed me to see for what seemed like miles.  Which meant, someone miles away could see me too.  This only increased my excitement and my heart was still pounding so hard I could feel it without trying.  Even though the bridge was open, the rail road ties were extremely hot. I loved the heat I could feel from them.  What an amazing day.

I opened my legs to every other rail road tie and my feet were far apart.  I bent over and reached for my ankles.  My hands wrapped around them and I slid them up my skinny calves and to the back of my legs.  Pulling sweat with it made me very slippery.  I stood up with my hands grabbing my butt cheeks and pulled them apart.  I heard a smacking noise that my very wet vagina made as my labia were pulled apard.  I grabbed my ass cheeks hard and massaged them and opened them to reveal my asshole to the warm breeze.  I had to have an orgasm!!

I bent backwards to push my mound forward.  I looked down past my sweaty belly and saw my petite bush with the sunlight shining through with beads of sweat.  I have never seen myself like this before and I felt very womanly and aroused.   I slid both hands to the front of my wet body and up to my nipples.  I pinched them and flicked them to the point that I almost exploded. My hands ran over my tiny tits and down my solid and firm belly.  My hands finally made their way down to my throbbing and slippery pussy.  I put hands on each side of my vulva and opened my labia and squatted down over the bridge.  Rolling my hips forward, I saw my labia like I have never seen them before.  They were very pink and extremely swollen. They stuck straight out and wide open.  My virgin pussy was gaping and swollen beyond belief.  This was an amazing sight for me.

I needed to pee so I let the stream release from my aching pussy.  It felt amazing to be peeing outside and I aimed for it to go between the ties and into the river below.  Wow!!  I knew I wanted more so as I was squatting and my dripping pussy throbbing, I took my right hand and whipped my fingers rapidly over my waiting clit.  I came almost immediately.  I my hips were rocking and I masturbated to a huge and long orgasm.  I was amazed at how slippery my entire cunt was.  Cum was everywhere.  On my vulva, labia and dripping down my ass cheeks and in my bush.  Some was pee but the rest was cum.  I immediately knew there was another orgasm in me waiting to be released to the open outdoors.  I was sweating like I ran 5 miles and my heartrate was out of control.  I didn't want to pass out from the heat and excitement.  I stood up and immediately looked down to see a massive wet spot on the railroad tracks.  All of that was cum.  I was amazed.  This is who I am!!

With wobbly legs, I walked to the end of the bridge so I could go underneath for some shade and more orgasmic explorations. I walked down a small trail at the edge of the bridge and down some slippery gravel, I had to hold onto the bridge to keep from falling down the steep slope.  I was basically hanging with both hands on the bridge as I went down the hill.  When I was far enough to see unter the bridge, I noticed a fishing pole and a tackle box and a boy who was in my school.  I panicked. I tried to climb the slippery gravel lost grip and fell all the way down the hill.  I lost a sandal in the river when I reached the bottom of the hill.  

So, there I was completely naked in front of a boy I barely knew with dirt and scratches on my leg and back.  Sitting there, I looked up at him and he stared at me with a huge grin.  I appologized to him and immediately wanted to be out of that situation.  I said I didn't know anyone was there.  He said he fishes here all the time and didn't hear me coming either until he saw my shadow on the bridge.  He said he didn't know who it was and stayed quiet thinking I would pass.  Completely embarrassed, I stood up wiped off the gravel and dirt. I saw the scratches and a little blood.  I repeated that I was so embarrased and needed to get out of there.  He said he was embarrassed too and apologetic.  He said he never seen anything like that before. Stunned, I asked him what he saw.  He said he was rigt below me when I was peeing and saw everyting elso too. He said he could see through the rail road ties.  

Fuck!! he saw me masturbating and everything.  No person ( other than my Dr.) had ever seen my vagina and especially like that. I tried to play it off as I was just peeing but I knew he was watching and had a perfect view of me cumming and my pussy pulsating.  He said, don't worry, he won't tell anyone.  Standing naked in front of him I said I'm sure he wouldn't. I was impressed with how calm he was as he kept staring at my naked body.  One arm covering my nipples and the hand over my pussy.  Now what, I asked.  I lost my flip flop in the river and needed to get out of there.  He said he would go in the river to get it for me since we he could see it caught up in some grass.  He was only wearing shorts and tennis shoes.  He laid out his tshirt and asked me if I wanted to sit down on the gravel hill.  I said yes but walked up to my ankles in the water to wash off the dirt and blood first.  He walked into the water and down the river to get my sandal.  While he was away, I contemplated trying to run out to there but fugured, since he saw me being far more daring than this a few minutes ago, I just washed up and stayed.  

He came back with my sandal and gave it to me.  I thanked him and said I'm embarrassed enough and needed to get out of there.  He didn't say anything and I apologized again climbed the gravel incline naked. My walk of shame....  Halfway up the hill, I stopped and turned to him and said, Please don't say anything.  I was just feeling free.  It's just who I am.  He said he wouldn't tell anyone and no one would probably believe him anyway.  He then said I was a cute girl and that he fishes here all the time if I want to come back.  I smiled at him and asked if he could help me get up the hill.  At this point, I wasn't as shy since he saw everything I had.  I was expecting him to climb the hill and give me a hand up, his plan was to push me up the hill from behind. I held onto the bridge with one hand and the hill with the other as he was below me holding onto my calves as I took steps uphill.  I looked down between my legs past my golden bush and his eyes were locked hard on my pussy and asshole.  

Bravely, I stopped and said wait a second, I need a better grip.  I was giving him a longer look at my jewels.  I regripped and  looked back and said ok. Then I felt his right hand on my right ankle and his left hand on my left butt cheek.  Taking no offense, as he pushed me up, I felt my ass cheeks open up and then my labia make thst familiar smacking noise.  He was pulling my ass and pussy open and had a perfect view of my open lips.  For some reason, it didn't feel awkward but sexy.  At that point. I made a decision.  Walk up the path, the safe shallow way or climb onto the bridge. It was a steep step and a bold move by me.  I stepped up and my right knee was up by my shoulder.  My bald pussy was open already and in his face.  I said to wait so I could grab the rail and with one leg up, I put my pussy on display for him and he was locked onto my meaty labia and when he gave my the last boost, I let him do most of the work and with both hands on my ass, he pushed me up and my cunt wide open from his thumbs.  

Now, I wanted him to see me naked.  I lost all inhibitions and I felt the momentum changing.  I turned around to look down at him.  His face was a few feet from my pubic mound and I thanked him.  I grew up immediately.  Now, I definitely knew who I was.  I lost all my inhibitions as I felt the blood run down the side of my leg and asked him if I could use his shirt to wipe it off.  A few minutes ago, I was terrified and now, it seemed that I didn't want that moment to end.  He said sure and went down to grab the shirt.  At that point, I squatted down in my sandals in front of him to grab the shirt and he immediately stared at my bulging lips.  I knew they were open and still swollen from the intense experience I had a few  moments ago.  I tried to wiped the dried blood from my leg and foot while he was erect and focused on my flower.  

I gave him the shirt back and turned to walk away.  I was confident now and said maybe you will see me again out here.  He replied that he hoped he would too.  In the blazing hot sun, I walked down the tracks as my legs were trembling.  Did that all just happen? I looked back a couple times and he was still standing there watching this nude teen walk away.  I can't explain the feelings I had as I approached my clothes.  I couldn't see him anymore so I opened my sore legs and masturbated while standing on the middle of the tracks.  I kept thinking back to the intense experience where I was indulging myself to a wet orgasm when I didn't think anyone was watching.  I am glad that I didn't know he was there because I released myself and he reaped the benifits of me finding out who I am.  I came two more times. Once at my clothes and once at my bike.  

When I got home, I ran a cool bath and ran my hands over every part of my numb body and I knew I would be doing that for the rest of my life.   And, I do!