I was at some meeting with friends and their friends last night. There were many people and we were at some kind of open pub. There were some talks, drinks and I met with many new people and there were many flirty moments. And..in the end of the night I went outside to the alley or to the bathroom.. not alone.

 At first one of my Male friends just whispered me to go outside with him and I end up on my knees giving a blowjob. We go back like nothing happened and I saw that he start talk with his another friend who I'd didn't know. After some time that guy come to talk with with some drink, he was really pushy and flirty and I end up in same position out in bathroom.

And that repeated repeated with more other guys from that group. And in the end of the night 2 guys come home with me, just fuck me and leave. Total I had 13 cocks in my mouht that night.

I wonder what these guys talk about me during the night. And what my Male friends told about me there... maybe they not even really friends and just joke about me behind my back. Make me feel shame, hard shame..that how they maybe just use me and introduce me to others too.. etc.