On my wedding day the best man was supposed to be the first to fuck me, but he had an STI so he didn't fuck me until a week later when it had cleared up. I didn't care at the time - I'd have let him fuck me on my wedding day, STI or not, but he didn't want me to catch it. So it was that I had to choose another man to be the first cock up my cunt before I allowed my new husband to fuck me after the wedding ceremony. I chose a Moslem Paki guy. I sucked his big brown cock then he stuck it up my white just-married cunt and filling me with his cum. My pathetic new husband had to lick most of the spunk out of my cunt afterwards, and the residue I pissed down his throat when I used his mouth as a toilet - which I do every day.

All married white sluts like me are there to be used by any men - white, black or brown - but as the first man to fuck me after the wedding ceremony was a Paki guy, I took it as a sign that I was there to be used primarily by Asians. Although hundreds of men have used me since I got married, my main purpose is to be used by Asians. Over the years I've been fucked by quite a few, and these days I try to suck-off as many Paki guys as I can.

What is the appeal of sex with Asians to white women like me? I think its a cultural thing. Most Asians, expecially Pakistanis, look on white women as being easy meat - to be used in ways that they wouldn't treat women of their own culture.They see the way we dress - low tops and short skirts up to our cunts - and think of us as disgusting, dirty slags to be defiled. I have no problem with that. I am a self-admitted slag, so when Asians use me as a slag I am just fulfilling my purpose. The fact that I am an object of contempt to them when they use me, doesn't bother me. I am a white slag for Asians to use.

Freqently I spend an hour on a Wednesday lunchtime at the Gatehouse club in Farnworth, Bolton - where I strip naked in the sex-cinema section and suck-off all the guys there - usually 10-20 men. Recently I've been getting more Asians attending - I've been used by 13 in the past few weeks, but hopefully a lot more Pakistanis will get to know and I will get to be used by many more of them. Being in Bolton, which is full of Asians, over time I hope to get to be recognised in the street as a slag for Pakis.