It has taken many years of my young life to learn to accept the push and pull that I feel from my VERY colourful sexuality.
I can still remember before I went to school, when I would 'play' with both girls and boys. Like most kids, I did not really understand what I was doing. I fingered boys. I looked between girls' butt-cheeks.
I would look around the changeroom at the pool--with all the full-grown mens' penises at my eye level--studying the shapes and the sizes and wondering what mine would look like when I was older.
At the time, I didn't realize that I was doing anything different than the other boys (perhaps I wasn't), but by the time I was a teenager I had learnt that this was a part of me best-kept secret from the world.
I discovered porn toward the end of elementary school. Right away, I noticed I was very interested by the males, as well as the females. Soon after, I discovered gay porn, and would often choose it over other porn.
As I became more comfortable with my arousal looking at dicks, I eventually discovered bisexuality, and even right then, I knew on some level I was bisexual.
Needless to say, I haven't always been quite the same way. I'm lucky to have discovered through the online community (THANKS EVERYONE!!) that there is nothing wrong with my fluid, changing sexuality.
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