So I couldn't get to sleep. Now that things are sinking in and all that.

I've been asking myself, Was it worth it? Part of me says NO! More parts of me say YES!

Did they respect me? Probably not. Do I care? Nope. Did I enjoy it? God yes! If I wasn't so tired I'd still be there. I've been lookin at all the pictures I got from tonight. Theres like 100 or so of them, no I probably won't post the rest. The show my face, usually with a dick in it. They show other people's faces. Etc. I won't post others without their permission.

Anyways, like I was saying, I was looking them over and the ones near the end I was basically just laying there. I wasn't even really doing anything myself. I had my legs up, knees bent. Thats about it. I didn't even touch the  ones in my face at the end. I just opened wide and let them fuck my mouth.

I also found out tonight I indeed can swallow a large one. its much easier on your back head bent back, the whole thing just kinda slides right down your throat. just need to pull it out so i can breath now and then. I really love cum too. I do, I had one guy wipe his off my cheek with his finger and put it in my mouth. That was hot. I love being a whore. I never said this before, but everyone chipped in $20 :P for the room of course. I kept the change haha.

Well anyways. I feel better now that I've said a few other things "out loud" One fantasy down. Next! Not sure how I'm gonna do it next time. Probably the very same way. It worked out so well. Maybe I'll get them to spread the word around and we can get some spectators. Some girls or something. They don't need to join in, just watch me all disaproving and all that.

night all!