Hello all

I was meant to blog this the other day but never got there. I got some good news over the weekend that an old friend and fuck buddy is coming home for a week. He moved due  to work and only pops down once a year and some years i miss him when he is here. His name is Alex. We have known each other since school. We where always hanging around togther and stuff and as we got older are friendship remianed strong. Our friendship changed when we where 16yr. He was the first person I told that I was Bi. He did not seem overly surprised. but still it made him a little uncomfy about staying over the night and changing in school changing rooms together as we had always done. any way. after i told him our friendship drifted apart a bit. he seem to give me a wide birth. Not rude or even unwilling to be out with same people at same time. More in the way he did not chat to me as much and started not hanging around with me at weekends. When we wher around 19yr I told him that I did not really know any gay or bi guys and wanted to know what being with a guy felt like. He laughed and said do not look at me. a few weeks later we where out fora birthday party. was a great night fun and luaghter all the way. Drink followed and all had a good time. at end of night Alex went to get taxi home but had lost his wallet. I said "well you stayed at mine lots when we where kids just crash there again". He was in a jam but took me up on offer. I knew he was not Bi or gay so it was a simple offer of a bed for the night. We got back to mine had a apizza and a few more drinks. At some point i said night and went to bed he went to spare room. After about twenty mins i guess he came into my room naked and put his cock right in front of my face. told me if i want to try it go for it and he also siad i was a right slut if i did. any way bit drunk i gave him a BJ.

after that we would hook up a couple of times a month. i never fucked him and never got oral from him. He told me he was totally str8 and was doing it to please me as i was a good mate (yeah right Alex)

jump forward a few years and he meet up with Abbey. really nice girl and they are now married. When he first met her our fun stopped. but after about a year after another party and being slightly drunk we hooked up again and over about six months started to hook up once maybe twice a month when she was not around or we had the chance to hook up. as befor i would give oral and be fucked but not other way.

At times i would be asked to dress in Abby's under wear and stay ups and things. now i have no real clothing fetish, but if a dom has a clothing fetish and when i wear what he likes i get turned on by him looking me over and him getting turned on by the way i look in what he has told me to wear.

Any way we normally hook up when he is down. hoping it happens. He starts off funny telling me how he is married and he is str8. but i am hoping as normal i end up being his slut while he is here. It is nice havinga dom guy to hook up with ever now and then, but would love something a bit more reg. i just hope there is some one out there that is interested. The search goes on.