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i'm sitting in a car while writing this. modern age, huh? still a long way home. ann is driving and we had a long discussion i wanted to write the short form of. it's not sexy and probably no one will read any further after this sentence, but well, fuck that. oh, or wait? don't fuck it, the lack of feedback to my blog kind of takes the fun out of it. aren't the comments supposed to be my motivation? anyway, thats something for another day.
it's more than clear to me for some time now that i like the ladiiies. that means i'm not straight. easy. since i really like the ladies and not the boys even a little, i'm not bi aswell. that makes me pretty gay, which is pretty awesome. i feel good with it, it's who i am - or a part of who i am.
but for the queers and dykes i'm not gay enough, but i'm gay for the straights and i'm gay for the bi's but not gay for the gays. funny. it's like being screwed from the society as soon as you leave the house. my efforts getting in with the dyke community pretty much ended all bad or sad or frustrating. seems like when you are new to all of this they call you a transgay. meaning: gay for now. but for real? they don't really buy it, which fucking sucks when you really mean it.and thats the point where you sit there and ask yourself. this buisness is very cliquey and that makes you feel not welcome.
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Posted on : Feb 8, 2012
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Commented on Apr 26, 2012
i am enjoying your blog very much. excellent writing. have you thought of uploading some of your work to literotica.com?
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Commented on Mar 7, 2012
lady, If you really not wanna hook up with me you are as gay as you can possibly be ;) Next to that: FUCK the world and all tose micro-thinking-lowlife-having-a-opinion - about-everything-except-for-myself-people and get on with what you like ;)
Never look back, dont look over your shoulder, and max it out!
Just saying ;)
Ciao!
Sander
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Commented on Feb 13, 2012
Hang in there, Kay. Things have a way of working themselves out. You know who you are and what you want and need. Take care of your needs, and don't worry about the closed minded people who have to comment and label everyone. You are fine........you will get where you want to be. I will be thinking of you.
Andy
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Commented on Feb 9, 2012
Good luck. Every community has their haters.
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Commented on Feb 9, 2012
Nice entry, and I have no problem with you being bi or gay or straight. I have somewhat of a problem myself. The girl I go with talked me into being on a swimteam, which requires me to shave my legs, underarms, and any other hair. Me being hairless makes some people say I'm gay. See my photos. If you were around me, I would accept you for who you are, if you are with a woman today, or a guy tomorrow. Don't matter. Oh, my gf is bi, and we totally enjoy it. Maybe you can get over and look at some of my galleries. If you do, I hope you like. Take care.
Matt, USA
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Commented on Feb 8, 2012
I kind of know what you mean on the acceptance thing, not because of being gay but by society in general and family.
And comments, well that seems to be a major problem on sites like this. Which doesn't give you much inspiration to post.
Thanks, just wanted you to know that there are some that not only read and look, but comment as well.
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Commented on Feb 8, 2012
dear in this so called democratic society ,you will find lots of hypocrates. if you ever bother to listen , listen to them who will be sad on your death otherwise feel free to believe what you believe, think what you like to think n be what your heart tells you to be wothout caring who says what.you are one of best humanbeing I have happen to chat private ( ofcourse for more then 10 seconds cus of your generousity lol ). ofcourse its loss to me for you not being socalled 'bi' lol but you know I m not selfish. last but not least its always fun reading your blog. carry on you good girl.
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Commented on Feb 8, 2012
maybe i wrote a little confusing, but it's not about being gay. it's about being accepted to something like a community. and i need like minded people around me. :)
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Commented on Feb 8, 2012
keep writing your blog, its awesome ... funny, sexy, interesting, and so on^^
dont listen to things people say, if you say you are gay, than you are! other people dont know you, or how you feel, so they cant decide if you are gay or not
the people you are listen to, are ann and yourself, and maybe your best friends
keep going! there are people who like you, just the way you are!
and keep going with your blog, its great, and if you need help, just text me
phil
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