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Dear Diary Entry #5: Interaction with the balcony-guy.
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Dear diary,
It's me again.
You know how yesterday the guy who saw me from their balcony waved and watched me "strut around" naked in my apartment? Well.. we interacted with one another 😅 Granted, it wasn't "in person" or face to face but it's still an interaction, just done over the balcony.
For some context dear diary, I normally masturbate either as soon as I wake up or at night when I'm getting ready to sleep. Sure, there have been days where I've masturbated during the day but those times, I'm often ridiculously horny and would have like.. +6 orgasms in a session (record is 13, but that was like.. when I was in my teens and a big goonette 😇). During the day, I'm often just idling rubbing my clit/fingering myself here and there or have my mini vibrator on low inside of me rather than "full on" masturbation.
Any who, ever since leaving the curtains opened, I've only masturbated once at night and that was with my lights off as I was getting ready to sleep, the other times have been in the morning or that one time when I left my door opened in the afternoon. So I assumed he never had actually seen me masturbate before.
But, last night was different. Last night (roughly 7pm my time), I noticed that the guy was back on his balcony, smoking and drinking.. staring right at me 🥵
As soon as I noticed him, I immediately blushed and felt myself flush again, however, I was bolder this time and decided to give him a show - by masturbating. For him 😈
Initially, it felt so comical as it was like one of those stories from literotica where the guy/girl tries to "put on a performance" to seduce the other MPS (member of the preferred sex) 😆
In my head, my "extra hip sway" and "bending at the waist/hip" probably seemed extremely silly. But, that's what I did, I walked towards my wardrobe, bent at the waist and picked up my vibrator and dildo before getting onto the bed and.. masturbate.
I did make sure that he was watching and kept glancing at him several times. He 100% was 🙈 He was watching this naughty little cumslut finger and fuck herself, just enjoying himself as he casually drank his beer and smoked.
I'm not sure why, dear dairy, but his nonchalantly behavior got to me big time. It was so fucking hot 🥵 Here I was, trying my best to make the show as sexy as possible for him, masturbating and fucking my tight little pussy and it's like he's trying to say "is that the best you can do you little slut?" or "this is all you're good for; you're here for my viewing pleasure." It made me want to please him even more. It made me want to get him so hot and bothered that he'd be thinking about me for days of end. Granted, this was probably just my imagination/my own thoughts but still.
I eventually.. kinda lost myself and got into it. I had moved from "putting on a show for him" to "genuinely masturbating". From "making sure I had my feet and back arched" to "having my legs up and between my head (mating press position)", fucking myself silly, creaming all over my sheets. Picturing and fantasizing him actually sitting in front of me, at the end of my bed, cigarette in one hand and beer in the other, just smirking and watching me fuck myself stupid. Slowly turning myself into a sweaty, mindless, dribbling puddle of a mess.
It wasn't until me fantasizing about him sitting there with his friends, just watching me with big smirks and dergading looks on their faces, that snapped me out of my stupor. I did turn bright red and was immediately shy. And embarrassed 😅 There was a big difference between "trying to be sexy" for him and "letting some random stranger watch me in some of my most degenerate state" 🙈 I had almost shut the curtains out of embarrassment but I didn't.
It felt like forever but in reality, it was probably a couple of seconds before I decided I'd put on some lingerie for him. So, I pulled my wet vibrator out of my creamy pussy, got off the bed and went to my drawers.
I initially thought of picking out one of my sexier pieces of strappy lingerie but came up with the idea of letting him choose it (as I wasn't sure what he liked - if any).
I picked up my black g-strings and my pair of white laced Victoria secret panties, opened my balcony doors and brought it out for him, holding it up, looking straight at him.
Dear diary.. IT WAS SO FUCKING COLD! Standin there, completely naked 😂 My nipples instantly hardened and despite being "hot", shivers quickly hit my body.
It took a couple of second before he realized what I was trying to do and he held out his left hand. I held up my right hand (g-strings) just to check and he freaking nodded!
Soo.. that was our "interaction" 😆 and I guess, our official acknowledgement to one another 🙈
Sheer laced black stockings vs white thigh-high socks.
Laced black underwire bra vs nothing.
Solid black choker vs laced black choker.
Garter belt vs nothing.
Not sure how long the entire process took but soon, I was dressed to his liking/choices. It was so fucking hot 🙈 I haven't been dressed to anyone's liking since my last relationship/ex-dom.
By the end of it, the g-string was actually soaked in my juices 😅 Naturally too! I had not touched myself that entire time.
Any who dear diary, I decided I'd give him a "better" view this time instead of just laying on my bed and just giving him a side view of myself, and brought my chair right to the balcony door (not out onto the balcony this time, as I didn't want to freeze to death 😅) and masturbated in front of him (and anyone else who happened to look out their own balcony at the time) 🙈
Dear diary.. he enjoyed this viewing experience for a couple of minutes. Watching me squirm in my seat, finger fucking my wet and needy pussy, desperate to give him a good show. But it didn't last long, dear diary.. because that's when he went back into his apartment. Initially, I thought he was displeased with me or my "performance", then thoughts of him going in to grab another beer or something had called him back into his apartment crossed my mind. Those thoughts didn't last long though as soon, his apartment lights turned on and he was back. He started to undress in front of his balcony and.. "HOLY FUCK" were the first words out of my mouth. Setting aside his slightly toned body, his cock alone was worthy of being worshiped. His cock could actually become my religion, my God 😂
Granted, I couldn't actually see his cock up close, so his size was hard to judge, but it was large enough to where he could actually jerk himself off to me with both his hands and have a bit of room to spare 🙈
It was/is literally the largest cock I have ever seen in person (granted, I've only seen 3 cocks in my life; 2 of which were my exes, another was a fling - all three cocks were roughly 5 inches - and those were enough to make me feel full).
It didn't take long before I began to think and fantasize about his cock as the two of us masturbated to each other/while watching each other.
In my mind, I was dominated by this cock. I was forced to take it all inside of meMy throat, pussy and ass were being "messed up" and "reformed" to accommodate such a size, to being fucked senseless and turned into a blabbering, drooling pocketpussy, to thoughts of him just casually using me as a cock-warmer, where he'd have me just "impale myself on his cock" to keep it warm as he watched TV, worked, drank beer, ate, or even smoked.
For context, I can barely take all of my 6 inch dildo. 6.5 inches is actually enough to touch my belly button. 7 inches completely covers my belly button. And based on my rough estimations (I actually measured after this whole thing happened), his cock must have been like.. minimum, 6.5 inches (I measured it using a ruler and grasping it like a cock - my hands, placed on top of each other barely touched the 6 inches). Soo..yeah 😅
Any who dear diary, we were there just watching each other (or at least his was), I had my eyes shut a couple of times as I lost myself in my fantasies. It didn't take long before he came. I was actually just building up to an orgasm before I was watching his hips buck slightly and him cumming. Sadly, I could barely see the ropes of cum but his orgasm/reactions was quite hot 🤤 It's been a while since I've seen someone cum to me. Hell, cum tributes were the last stuffies that was related to "cumming to me".
But yeah. His orgasm did snap me out of my masturbating as I was too focused on it 😆 I then watched him clean himself up and then just.. stood there, outside on his balcony, with another drink in hand (not sure what he was drinking this time as it was in a can), watching me - waiting for me to continue - and that's what I did 😁
Surprisingly though dear diary, I didn't actually cum to him. The build up was definitely focused on fantasizing about being covered by his cum, but what triggered my orgasm was actually thoughts of my readers - you guys - cumming on me. Completely covering my face, body, legs, feet in your delicious cum 🤤 Ropes and ropes of that warm daddy cum 🥵
It was such a hot image, dear diary 🙈 being strapped onto the bed, spread eagle, guys who I didn't even know standing on top of me, thick, vein-y cocks of all sizes in hand, eager and desperate to cum on this desperate little slut 🥵
But yeah, hehehe 😁 That was what happened last night. I again, did leave my lights on just for his benefit - he probably didn't realize, again, but oh well 🙂 I did sleep a bit better last night, but not as great again. I think I'mma stop leaving my lights on after last night though, as it's ruining my sleep (and could draw unwanted attention to my apartment late at night).
But yeah, that's it for me today dear diary, hehe ^^
- Licks and kisses, Tia xx
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Responding to comments:
@Harvey86:
Hehe, I'm glad you're enjoying the snippets into my life, grandpa 😊 Your comments did definitely embolden this little fucktoy, hehe ^^
I hope so too! I think I'mma try it again soon 😁
@erosbi60:
Hehe, the feeling is reciprocated 😉
@crissynhhotwife:
OMG! Luckkkyyy! I'm definitely jealous. Hopefully/maybe some day in the near future, I'll be in your position too 🤞
@Slutposter68:
I've actually dreamed and fantasized about that more times than I can count. It's actually a HUGE turn on for me 🙈
Sadly though, it's illegal for indecent public exposure over here 😭
Maybe if I ever do find myself moving to a place where they allow of public nudity like New York. Who knows 😅
For now though, I'll just keep living and dreaming of the life through content creators like ShyGothExhib.
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Posted on : Jan 19, 2024
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Commented on Feb 3, 2024
bravo, girl, bravo!
this story recalls a delicious episode of my younger life.I just wonder, where your pleasurable wickedness leads you to....
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Commented on Jan 20, 2024
A lovely little insight into your life, and a great display of what an amazing tool the mind can be to create deliciously depraved scenarios. Keep that nasty little mind of yours occupied with more of it, and perhaps one day there will be a huge bukkake fest with all of your followers invited :)
Take care!
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