I want to suck a guy on video or pictures

[Peterhollywoodx]

I want to take pictures or video of me sucking a guys cock. His face wouldn't even be in it. But 8 don't know how 50 find a guy.like other people I'm scared to do Grindr etc. I hate being all alone in this. I also don't have anyone just to fool around with. Time is flying by and I'm not able to act on the things that excite me. Fantasies just aren't enough.