by pic88 on Wed Nov 04, 2015 5:30 pm
Yes and no. I remember being about 10 and dressing in girl's clothes when I could get my hands on them.
But aside from that it didn't really occur to me until I was 18 and by then I'd slept with a lot of girls. I went to a squat party in Carlton and wound up talking with the sound guy for hours. Even though the subject was never raised, we were both fully aware of how the night would end. At about 4AM, he said come back to my apartment it's nearby, I have beer, so sure, let's go. As soon as we were through his door he got in his knees and sucked me until I had to push him away because I wanted to do the same to him. Since then, I've been in too many long-term relationships with women, a few blowjobs with guys here and there, half a million short-term things with a variety of people I should've known better. I think I'd happily go either way. I've only really gotten into cross dressing lately and I fucking love it. I'm building up the nerve to hit the town some time dressed up, but the gay bars I've visited even just to have a round of pool with mates seem pretty fucking hostile if you're not committal to one lifestyle or another. I have a sympathetic woman mate who thinks it would be a blast, I might go out with her sometime, dressed up but dressed down, not slutty, just maybe "cold weather" like a hoody and tights, just to test the water and go from there.