Lois sat me down today and said she had told Steve she was flattered by his marriage proposal, but the answer is no. Apparently he was quite taken aback and he can't understand why she wants to stay with a sissy faggot like me. There are days when I wonder too, but I'm glad she does. I don't know what will happen between them now.

Collected Lois and our neighbour Steve from the airport yesterday. They seemed to have had a good holiday together. Lois seemed a bit quiet last night, so I asked her if everything was Okay. She said not exactly. Steve has asked her to marry him. I was quite shocked and gutted by this, but he's not the first to have fallen for Lois. I asked her what her reply was. She said, she's not sure it's what she wants as she's relatively happy with our present situation, as she can have her cake and eat it. Lois said she was shocked by our 'friend' Karen divorcing her sissy husband to marry someone more worthy of her, but she is keeping her soon to be ex sissy husband on the scene. I said I'm not up for that situation, if that's what your hoping for. Lois said, no it wasn't but it's not much different to where we are now, but she did find herself being almost excited by the situation and could see the merits. I asked her if she loved Steve and she says, she enjoys his company most of the time, she enjoys sleeping with him, but she's not sure if she loves him, like she loves me and she added there are other fish in the sea that I'd like to try and I can't see him being happy with that!