To be a cuckold is not all fun. Firstly you leave behind the last bit of self esteme you ever had and then you give up your soul, all because you can't satisfy your wife. Quite simply you are not worthy of her affection. Yet she still keeps you around out of pity, maybe a strange kind of love, but you will never ever fuck her because she has found someone to do that job properly. Enjoy your fantasy, but the reality is so difficult sometimes. At times i hate myself for living this life but i know I can't live without this excitment.