Hi Everyone,

I just wanted to introduce myself.  I'm going to use this blog to share some things about myself that i could never talk about or confess it to anyone that i know personally.  My hope is to maybe meet some like minded people who will enjoy talking about our interests.

 I'm a young teen girl.  I write for the school paper, I play softball and volleyball, I have excellent grades, and i feel like i'm quite popular.  I also am a huge flirt (i've been called an epic tease),  I love being sexy in the way I act and dress.  I also Love older men.  Some people may wonder why.  In my personal opinion, guys my age are awkward, they lack confidence, and they really have no idea of what to do or when to do it.  Older men know what they want and how to get it, they aren't afraid of girls, they have jobs, money, homes and cars, and don't mind taking a girl out to dinner and a movie and treating her like she's important (especially if she's cute).  Also the tought of an older man thinking i'm hot really turns me on.  Guys my age thinking i'm hot, just makes me think they have horomone issues and want to hump anything that walks.  I've also been with several guys my age, and i have to say none of them were very satisfying experiences.  

My dad and all of his friends are seriously in to working out.  They are some serious hard bodies!  I think being around them is what really got me obsessing about older men.  I remember a few years ago, i was out in the yard talking to Dad and 2 of his friends.  They were working on our sun room.  A limb had fallen and wiped out one corner of it, but it was a pretty simple repair job.  It was hot and they all took off their shirts.  Seeing them all standing there shirtless, with their perfectly fitting jeans and workboots sent my blood presure through the roof.  I felt like i had a bunch of butterflies in my stomach and my panties were instantly soaked.  Fantasies of them (any one or all of them) grabbing me and having their way with me filled my mind.  I wanted to walk away, i was afraid i might give away my thoughts by the way i was looking at them or maybe i was flushed.  But i couldn't.  I just had to keep watching them work.  Their perfectly toned abbs, and arms, and chests rippling with muscles as they worked.  Sweat, coating their brown hairless skin.  i was so turned on i couldn't blink.

Robby, my Dads best friend put down a piece of wood he was working on and walked over to me.  "Hey baby" he said with a huge smile.  "Could you do me a favor?"  I couldn't speak, all i could do is nod yes.  "Will you get me a glass of ice water?"  I nodded yes again, and ran inside to fetch his water, and returned as quickly as i could.  He took the water and gulped it down in just a few seconds.  Then smiled in his normal charming way.  "Thank you baby".  He said and then went back to work.  This all happened long before i became a flirt, so i said or did nothing that could have been thought of as coming on to anyone.  But, oh how i wanted to!!  I know it would have done me no good, i was way too young to get his or anyone else attention for that matter.

Now i am older, and cuter, and i have no problem making a pass at a man if i get a chance.  It also helps that i have some nice little round titties (very small but they are there at least) and a really cute little round butt.  I see men stare at me all the time, and I'll be the first to admit... i love it when they do.

I've been reading sex stories and watching porn for as long as i can remember.  I also have my own vibrator and dildo.  My dad has been my partner in crime now for a long time.  He caught me masturbating with my fingers, and bought me the vibrator and dildo the next day.  He told me he thought i would like them.  Which i did!!  Not long after that he caught me watching porn.  I thought i was in trouble, but to my surprise he totally understood my facination.  We even started watching porn movies together.  My mom works a lot so we had plenty of time together.  I would ask him a lot of questions about how things felt to him, what he liked and didn't like, what was good, and what was not so great.  We talked about oral, anal, tit fucking, girl on top, guy on top, girls with girls, 3somes, being tied up... just about everything.  It really helped me to understand everything a lot better.  It also just made me more obsessed with sex itself.

During all the movies we watched i noticed my Dad had a hard on.  Was it the movie? Or, was it the fact that i was there with him?  I had no idea, but wanted to find out if i had any effect on him.  I now knew he had a huge pole and i liked what i could see, and wanted to see more.  I know that's totally wrong of me.. but that's the way i felt about it.

He and i had a long talk one night while watching an especially hot movie.  We were sitting there being turned on as always as we watched the actors do their thing.  Suddenly Dad said "what do you think is the sexiest part of a guy?"  I didn't hesitate at all "Abbs" i answered.  He looked at me, smiled really big and said "Hey, I have abbs!!"  he then unbottoned his shirt to show me.  But i already knew exactly what his abbs looked like, i'd been staring at them every chance i got.  There they were inches in front of me, i wanted to touch them so i did.  Slowly running my hands all over his stomach was soooo hot.  "What else do you like?"  i didn't have to think about it at all.. "i like nice tight butts".  His big grin returned as he said "I've got that too!!!"  I simply sighed and said "I know."  Then to my suprise he unbuttoned his pants, dropped them to the floor and turned around showing me his nice tight round ass covered with a pair of grey boxer briefs.  The fit so tight, i just had to touch some more, so i did.  It was a totally hot moment, and a bit surreal.  There a was sitting on the couch, my incredibly built and sexy Dad standing there with his pants around his ankles and his ass inches from my face as a rubbed both hands over every cotton covered inch of it squeezing occasionally.

After a long while he looked over his shoulder at me, "i'm guessing you like this one ok?" he asked.  "Oh hell yeah" was all i could say.  He then asked if i wanted the front side again.  I nodded and he turned around.  Now his enormous, hard on was inches from my face.  I reached up and started rubbing and squeezing it.  To hell with the abbs i had something awesome to play with now!!!  It was so hard, and i could feel it throbbing beneath my hands.  I could tell he was really enjoying it because he began to softly moan.  He then sighed and said "ok we'd better stop now before you make me cum."  I immediately grabbed it and squeezed like a child with it's favorite toy when someone trys to take it away.  "no please Daddy, i want to play with it."  He looked thoughtful for a minutes and said, "Well, it's up to you...i'll let you do anything you want."

 "Anything?" i asked, "Yes, anything you want baby".  That was all i needed, permission to do what ever i wanted.  I pulled down his boxer briefs and took his now bare tool in my hand Softly and squeezed his balls.  While stroking his shaft i slid the head of it between my lips and into my mouth.  He suddenly started telling me how beautiful and sexy i was.  I ran my tounge around the head and then asked, "What do you like about my body?" His sigh's and moans were constant now, but he managed to talk to me between them.  "i love your hair, your eyes, your personality... but what i really love about you is your beautiful firm titties and your gorgous round butt.  It's so sexy, it makes me crazy everytime i see you walk.  I really love it when you walk around in your panties and a little short t shirt.  Your ass looks so delcious."   I looked up at him as a softly sucked the head of his dick, and then asked..."you've been wanting to fuck me haven't you daddy?"  As soon as i said that he moaned loud and filled my mouth with hot sticky cum.  So much cum that it poured from between my lips and down onto my shirt.  I tried to swallow as much as i could... but it was my first time and i was having a problem doing it because it was so sticky and slimey.  

He leaned over, wiped the cum off my lips, kissed me and said "Yes, for a long time".  Then got dressed.