Q: Have you ever been spanked for actual discipline?

A: Actually I can’t really say for certain. In mid-elementary my older cousin, Kirsten, would often babysit me, especially during the summer breaks. It started off first only as a quick slap on my rump but eventually evolved to full blown bare-bottomed, over the knee extended spankings. I never told my parents, and even to this day I can not tell you if it was some kind of sexual perversion for Kirsten or rather an authentic and honest, albeit odd, means of discipline for her. What I do know is, even though I had yet to associate sex with this, I certainly found it fun and ensured my bratty attitude gave her many the excuse. I suppose if I over-analyze it too much perhaps these events were pivotal in shaping me to have such a strong sexually submissive disposition.

Q: Do you have any unfulfilled fantasies?

A: Most of my unfulfilled fantasies are impossible to achieve. My biggest fantasy, in all of its derivations, is to have had an identical twin sister that is as much a dom as I am a sub. It’s my only incest fantasy, but never to happen since I do not even have a sister let alone an identical twin. It’s like dreaming what it would be like to basically have sex with myself. Another fantasy falls more to my nerd side, as I wish ghosts actually existed and I imagine having a ghost take me every night, wrapping my bed sheets around my wrists and ankles as it spreads me and pounds an invisible ice-cold shaft deep inside me. I also fantasize about both abductions and blackmail, but this is actually just a fantasy and not an actual desire wanting to be played out (role play most certainly, but not in actuality). I guess, however, I would have one unfulfilled but possible fantasy; bukkake. To be in the situation where say fifty men take turns filling my mouth to the absolute brim with cum, swallowing load after load. Now that would be a fun experience to check off my bucket list. And I guess I do have smaller unfulfilled fantasies such as being made to go through an actual strip search at an airport or border security.

Q: Have you ever been forced to have sex?

A: No, and I’m thankful for that. For me fantasy rape is just that, fantasy. I love being submissive, but it is still my choice and I want the say of when, who, and where I surrender myself. There was only one time I was forced to do something sexual, and looking back it really wasn’t that bad. My younger brother, by three years, had me strip completely naked in front of nine of his friends. I had just got him in a lot trouble with our parents and we were fighting hard. He stole my diary, which had many things that my parents would have killed me for if they found out about, and so he blackmailed me with it to get back at me. I was kept in the basement with them all afternoon as they played video games and made me dance. No overt sexual acts and no touching at all; my brother was being a total asshole but he wouldn’t have dreamed of letting them go that far.

Q: Have you ever been arrested for sex in public?

A: No, never got caught having sex in public (by the police, others yes). But I have been arrested for indecent exposure. I’m now getting a good feel about how long I can flash, streak, or expose myself before the police will eventually come around, but not always the case. I had pushed it too far one time when I tried to rollerblade naked the full length of the Stanley Park seawall. Hey, I at least made it half way, plus they still had to chase me.

Q: What costumes to you have?

A: My inner-nerd has come to love cosplay. Halloween is the most sacred of holidays for me. I’m a total shopaholic not only for sexy clothes and lingerie, but costumes also. Many I’ve barely worn, but all I have worn at least once during sex. To this list please naturally add words such as sexy, naughty, scandalous, half-naked, etc to their names in order to properly reflect the wonderful attire of the costumes. Skirts are ridiculously too short, fabrics wonderfully too thin, tops that barely cover my breasts, and overall body-hugging camel-toe-inducing tight costumes. I’m sure I’m going to miss a few, but I own the following: Alice & Jill Valentine (Resident Evil), Alice & the Red Queen, barbarian slave, Batgirl (with sex-tool utility belt), Black Widow, catholic schoolgirl, Catwoman, Chun-Li & Cammy (Street Fighter), Daenerys Targaryen, Daisy Duke, Daphne Blake (Scooby-Doo), elf druid, elf priestess, elf slave, elf sorceress, elf warrior, fairy/sprite, french maid, futuristic slave, genie, generic Jedi, goth vampire, harem slave, Harley Quinn, Hermione Granger, Jessie (Toy Story), Lara Croft, Little Red Riding Hood, Morrigan Aensland, Mystique (prosthetics and makeup only), nurse, Nurse Chapel (Star Trek), pink Power Ranger, pirate slave, Poison Ivy, Princess Leia sheer white dress, Princess Leia slave dress, roman slave, Sailor Moon, Selene (Underworld), Snow White, Sonya Blade (Mortal Kombat), space marine, steampunk pilot, succubus, Sue Storm (Fantastic Four, transparent blue costume), Supergirl, Tinkerbell, valkyrie, Violet Parr, water nymph, Wonder Woman, woods nymph, Xena & Gabrielle.

Please dream of me,

Stacy