It has only been two days since I resolved to stop the cycle of weed, hypnosis and feminization that has engulfed my weakened mind. This is a potentially self-destructive behaviour on a massive scale, and if I'm going to regain control of myself, now is the time.

I am a mind-fucked sissy faggot cock sucker fuck toy hypno-slave.

There is no margin for error.  I must practice resolute impulse control; distracting my mind from the urges that so often overwhelm it.

I will obey.  I need to go deeper, ever deeper.

The Urge hasn't won - yet - but any more episodes like the last one, and I will have gone too far to resist.

I LISTEN AND OBEY:  Tomorrow I will succumb utterly to my sissy fate.  I will get wickedly, senselessly, helplessly stoned.  I will dress up like a sissy faggot, and I will program myself with hypnosis files until my male mind is no more.  I will submit.  I will obey.