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Black magic
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When John drove off, I felt angry and
defeated. I wandered in the rain and dark for half an hour or so
feeling unhappy and I was thinking about getting a taxi to Gillian's
to sleep when I saw a big, middle-aged black man watching me from
under a lamp on the other side of the street. He looked at me and
raised his eyebrows. Without thinking, I obeyed his summons and
crossed over to him and said good evening, sir in a humble voice that
I scarcely recognised as mine. I asked him if there was anything I
could do for him. He knew what I meant. In that confused instant, I
was ready for anything. I might have let him rape me or beat me or
even kill me. I wanted him to use me in any way he thought fit. This
must be how a nun feels when she pledges total obedience of mind and
body, I thought. My lack of individual volition, almost of
personhood, was curiously comforting after my trauma with John. The
man didn't speak. He turned and walked a few yards to the entrance of
an alley and disappeared in the darkness, knowing I would follow in
his magnetic wake. He wasn't far inside. He already had his penis out
and I saw it was big and hard. I knelt, rubbed its blackness all over
my face, noticing the slight smell of urine, and took it in my mouth.
He grasped the back of my head with both hands to hold it rigid and
began to slowly and deliberately mouth fuck me. The head of his cock
jammed my throat with each thrust and my knees hurt on the hard
pavement but my whole body sang. I didn't mind him being unhurried. I
felt possessed and full of him I thought we could do this all night
but eventually he ejaculated and I was a black man's cum dump. The
gobs of his bitter tasting sperm burned my mouth and throat but I
dared not gag and he stayed inside me until I had swallowed
everything and his shrinking cock was clean. He fixed his trousers
and walked off, without a word. Still on my knees, I changed my mind
about Gillian and woke John on his cell. I told him through tears of
inexplicable happiness that I wanted to come home.
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Posted on : Apr 10, 2016
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