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What It's Like Sexually To Be Castrated
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It is really diffculti to describe but I will try. First of all, understand everyone's mileage varies when their testicles are shut down or removed. As I started taking the Siterone I noticed even the twitches I would get in my panties were decreasing. Just having my limp penis twitch would be like a massive erection for a man. I also noticed that I was beginning to have to make myself go on Tumblr to look at porn. And I also noticed that the porn was turning me on less and less. I'm not sure how long it took but one day I was looking at Tumblr and nothing. No reaction whatsoever. I could have been looking at pictures of nature and had more of an emotional reaction. I also realized when my wife would be leaving the house to fuck one of her boyfriends I wasn't feeling anything. Normally I would feel excited (still no erection) knowing a man would be fucking her and humiliated because I was incapable of fucking her. Now, like I said, nothing. I've said elsewhere my wife rarely and I mean very rarely meets men here at home. It's just something we agreed on when she fucking four or five men a week. But there is one man who she sometimes brings home and even spends the night occsionally. He started out just another cock but he has become a friend, too. He's also bi and doesn't mind me watching sometimes. I asked my wife to bring him home as a test to see what watching was like being chemically castrated. What I discovered is it was no different than watching them dance would have been except he was putting a bodypart inside her. Plus I just didn't understand why they were doing it. As I said at the start YMMV but with the lack of testosterone, my brain just was not understanding what the attraction to sex was or why bother to do it. Just to follow through we followed through as normal. After theyrested I sucked his cock hard and he fucked my ass. In the past sucking him would excite me and him fucking me and cumming in my ass in front of my wife was humiliating. Again nothing other than thinking aren't you through yet? So what does it amount to? I have no sexual desire at all and with the lack of testosterone I don't even understand why people even want sex. Since my testicles are going bye-bye soon, I won't ever want it or understand it again.
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Posted on : Feb 27, 2016
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