Well, the last blog post I wrote got a lot of reaction both in public comments and private messages. Almost everybody wants me to keep writing so I thought I would say a little about the latest additon to our group of perverts.
Her name is Debbie and she is one of Jenn's friends from high school. She is a few months younger than Jenn, will be 19 in June, but she hasn't graduated yet. She got left back a year in grade school when somebody thought she was learning-impaired, which she isn't.
She comes from a fucked-up family. Her dad divorced her mom when Debbie was 4 and she only hears from him on birthdays and Christmases. Her mom has shitty tastes in men and goes through boyfriends like they were tissues. One of them raped Debbie when she was young and when she complained about it her mom said, "Please do not fuck this up for me, I really like this guy." Way to be protective, mom.
Anyway, Debbie grew up feeling unwanted and in the way. She has low self esteem for a number of reasons, partly from her troubles at school, partly from her fucked-up home life. A big part of it is her looks. She has beautiful long auburn hair but a very plain face with kind of a big nose. BUT...she has a killer body, which she is willing to share with anybody who will pay attention to her. She is the type of girl who grew up believing she had to put out to get any guy interested in her.
Jenn did not pay too much attention to Debbie in freshman year of high school, until Deb became part of a big scandal. In our town there is a park by the river with a forest behind it. The kids hang out there on Friday nights and weekends, especially because they can duck into the woods and smoke dope or drink or get laid. Debbie went down there along one Friday night because she had a thing for one of the older boys, I think he was a senior. She offered to suck his cock and he took her up on it. She swallowed his cum and he bragged about it to the other guys, and soon they were all after her to suck and swallow them. She wanted to "fit in" and the boy she was hot for kept egging her on. I don't know how many loads she swallowed but apparently she got sick and wound up going to the ER where she got her stomach pumped. Talk about humiliation. From then on it was like she never had a last name, everybody including the girls called her "Debbie Dicksucker." She got teased a lot but Jenn says she didn't really care what the other girls thought, she was interested in getting guys to like her. Jenn got friendly with her in sophomore year because by then she also had become a slut altyhough was not as obvious about it as Deb. They were both obsessed with sex although for different reasons. The one thing Jenn says she regrets now is that she was only friendly with Deb after school or on weekends because she didn't want to get on the wrong side of the "in crowd" and "mean girls" who teased Debbie at school.
Later on when Jenn was more comfortable with her own sexuality and considered herself an "outsider" she got closer to Deb because she felt Deb could appreciate or least understand Jenn's role in our lifestyle. One afternoon they came home from school and Jenn showed Deb our dungeon/theater downstairs. I was pissed when I found out about this but after Jenn explained a little more about Deb and what she had been through I figured our secrets were safe with her. She gets points for being trustworthy, because she has never said a word to anyone about what goes on in our basement, then or now.
So naturally when Jenn turned 18 and started her "official" career as a sub, she told Debbie about taking part in our parties. Deb wanted to know more about it and asked if she could be a part of this scene. My daughter is not a brain surgeon but she is pretty smart about perverts! So she said, "Well, you can talk to my dad about it but I guarantee he will want to fuck you before he makes a decision." The apple doesn't fall far from the tree does it? Jenn was right, of course.
Long story short, Debbie will be joining us at our next "green door" party. I know why she is eager, it's because she feels like an outcast and wants to be part of something. Gail, Jenn and I sat down with Debbie and warned her that she will be exploited. But she got that part of it without any confusion. I guess she realizes that if I treat my own daughter like a piece of fuckmeat she can expect the same.
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