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How I've got to the place where I am right now (shortest version I could make).
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Wazzuuuuuuup! I'm bored, so I thought "why won't I write some stuff
about myself". And now I'm writing stuff about myself. As you can read
in the title I'm gonna write about my journey to the place where I am
right now (it's called what-the-fuck-is-going-on land), cause a lot of
you seems to be interested about it. Everything started far far away...
Wait, wrong story. Anyway, it started when I was 13... or 14... or 6...
No, wait. Let me begin at 2009 (I guess so), when I was 14. That magical
age when you're constantly horny and know every possible porn site that
exists. I was also into hentai (and still I am, whoop whoop!) and was
browsing one of sites containing this kind of pics. I think you can
guess what I was doing while briwsing this site. But that's not the
point. Kinda. Well, it is, but not right now. ANYWAY, I was browsing
pics and found something interesting. A cute boy in girls clothes!
"Whoa, that's so weird!" I said to myself (yeah, I keep talking to
myself. DON'T JUDGE ME), but I did't lose my will to do what I was
doing. Why am I ebing so mysterious? I was masturbating. And I didn't
stop it when I saw this pic. It made me even more turned on. And that's
how I got interested in crossdressing and transsexual stuff. I was
browsing and downloading to my fap folder lots of those pics. Hentai
traps and real shemales. I was watching vids, reading doujins. And then
the summer came. A hot one (IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN, POW POW POOOOW). I
was so turned on by the idea of traps and transsexual people I couldn't
think of anything else when I was horny. But I suddenly a random thought
came to my mind. What would I look in womens clothes? It was a night
time, so no one would see me and I had a couple of my sis clothes lying
there and waiting to be worn. So I said to mself (you, I SAID it. out
loud.) "why the hell I shouldn't have to try it". So I've put my sis
panties, her jeans and a blouse. It was amazing. A thrill went through
my spine. It felt awesome! I've got hard almost instantly. My heart was
beating so fast and hard I was afraid it would just hop out of my chest.
I didn't fap, I was just hanging out like this. Watching tv and drawing
stuff. I was just happy, cause it felt so good to be dressed like that.
But then it got really late and they started playing porn on tv so I
fapped and went to sl**p. I thought it would be just a one time story,
but I've started to do it from time to time. Then it was just a regular
thing for me. I was wearing her panties and pantyhose under m regular
clothes even outside. Meanwhile I've tried bondage (there's a weir story
to this, but it's too personal :P) and anal stuff, but it's irrelevant
to this story. I was 16 and I was sure that there's something going on
with me. I knew that what I was doing is not right, but it felt just too
good. I was watching those pics and got curious if someone would like
as much as I like them. So I took a couple of pics of myself in my sis
clothes and uploaded them online. If you seen my pics here, you've seen
those pics (SO NAUGHTY, INNIT). There's been more, I even shown my penis
and other stuff, but it's not online anymore. I've got many positive
comments, 've wanted more people see me. When I was 19 I had accounts
all over the web (including this site). But when I found out that I want
to be a normal girl? Well, that's a difficult question. I have a couple
of answers to that. Just pick one you think is the best. First time
I've tried girl clothes was when I was 13. The first time I cried
because I didn't want to go back and undress from girl clothes and had
to be a normal person again was when I was 15. The first time I cried
from helplessness, cause I knew I want to be a normal girl and live a
normal life as one of them was this year. The first time when I
fantasizd about being a girl was whe I was 5 or 6. i was tellig to my
mom (I was half asl**p) that I would really like to be Ariel the mermaid
:D So just pick one of those answers.
I hope this blog post will giv you some knowledge about me and an
answers to some questions. If you want to talk with me about this or
other stuff, don't hesitate :) Kay, I guess that's all. Take care, folks
and have a nice day... or night! :3
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Posted on : Dec 20, 2015
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