I'd gotten a hotel room for a night and posted a Craigslist ad. Had just taken my third load when I get my soon-to-be rapist's email. He wants to breed me but with the lights out, total darkroom style.

Okay, I love anonymous hookups...sounds fucking hot!

He emails from the parking lot, so I turn out all lights, leave the door ajar and get on the bed, face down and ass up. I hear him come in and close the door. He gets undressed and I feel him climb on the bed. The head of his cock is nudging my hole, already lubed from the three previous guys, and with a little push he's inside me. Not too long, but above average thickness, and within a couple of minutes he's fucking at a normal pace. Every now and then he'd thrust in to the hilt and bottom out which would bring a whimper and moan to my lips and so I quietly whisper, "not so hard." He slowly pushes his dick all the way in me, and then forces my body all the way down to the bed; he's pretty heavy, and laying on me I couldn't move if I wanted to.

The fucking starts again, only now it's harder and deeper. He hits bottom again and I yelp...bottomed out again, and he must've felt me tense up because he stops while buried in me. Before I can say anything else there's a hand on my forehead, and another one is now covering my mouth. His head is close to mine, and I can feel his breath on my neck. I feel his cock pulling out a bit, and then it's rammed in me again...HARD.

My rape has begun.

I try to move but I can't. He has me pinned down, with my head firmly in his grasp. His cock is like a piston now, ramming in and out of my sissy pussy, hitting bottom with every thrust. I yell but his hands are big, and the only sounds that I can make are nothing more than pathetic, muffled screams.

"mmph, mmph, mmph," in perfect time with the bed's creaking, and the sound of his balls as they slap against me. He pounds his cock in and out of my helpless hole, seemingly trying to bury me into the mattress. Tears are streaming down my cheeks, and my muffled protests have been reduced to a continuous moan/whimper.

The sound of a sissy being forced to take it like a little bitch.

 a machine, he fucks me. In and out, in and out, every stroke feels harder and deeper than the last. Finally I feel his pace pick up and his breathing get faster. With a mild grunt, he rams his dick into me one last time, and keeps it buried deep inside me as he blasts my guts with one of the largest loads of cum I've ever felt. Spurt after spurt of his seed shoots into me...filling me with a warmth that I never thought possible.

I lay there, all fight gone from my body. He's stopped cumming, but hasn't pulled out, and I soon find out why. I suddenly feel a new warmth flooding my insides, a solid stream of warm, filling me up more and more. So much piss, it feels like a full enema bag going into me.

He didn't just make me his bitch, he'd made me his urinal too.

His bladder now empty, he slowly pulls out of me, and gets off the bed. I hear him getting dressed, and the whole time I'm just still laying there facedown, with cum and piss leaking out of my wrecked hole. I hear the door open and close, but I'm too worn out to get up.

My hole hurts, my guts ache, and tears are still flowing as I lay there in an expanding pool of cum and piss as it flows from my ass and soaks the sheets. At this point I give up, and right before I pass out I hear my phone...I've got mail. When I wake up the next morning, I grab my phone off the night stand. One new email: "Thanks faggot"

I have been raped, but as much as it hurt it is still one memory that always makes me soak my panties!

At first, I was angry that he'd forcibly taken something that I would've freely given him. The more I thought about it, though, the more I realized that I was mad at the wrong person. You see, I was the one to blame for my rape. It was my fault, and mine alone.

I might have a penis, but it's small to the point of being more of an oversized clit; I don't even consider myself a man anymore. What I am, is a bareback only, feminized, cum addicted, faggot sissy slut. I dress like a woman for the sole purpose of getting real men to fuck me and shoot their seed deep inside me. I exist to sexually pleasure and satisfy men, but more importantly to take the cocks that no one else wants because I believe that EVERY SINGLE man deserves a tight wet hole to fuck, however they want to fuck it.

Ideally, there'd be a pussy available for every guy that wants it, but we all know how women can be overly...selective. All these unfortunate men out there, needing a proper release but forced to either pay for a woman, or settle for a hand or device. The introverts, the overweight, the "unattractive", and all the rest that either can't or have no desire to fuck a real woman...I am here for you.

Straight and love raw fucking, but can't find a willing girl to take that creampie? I'll be your dirty little slut.

Can't find anyone to deep throat and swallow? I'll guzzle your cum down, along with a piss chaser if that's what floats your boat. ;)

Have an aggressive fantasy that your wife or boy/girlfriend won't help you with? Let me be your fuckdoll.

Man's best friend needs to work out a knot? Let me be his obedient little bitch.

You see, I'm a sissy and that means I am here to sexually service you in any way you want me to. I don't have the option of saying "no" or "not so hard", because a good sissy must be willing to do what the MAN tells her to do. As a sissy, I accept the fact that I am below real men and all women. I know now what I truly am, and if I had known sooner I wouldn't have been raped. Knowing oneself is the only way to see the truth.

So if you're a sissy faggot bitch, and a man already has his cock in you, and you tell him "no" or "please stop! " but he keeps fucking you anyways...you aren't being fucked anymore sweetie, you are being raped.
Your rape is punishment for having failed in your duty as a sissy, and it IS ENTIRELY YOUR OWN FAULT!

Okay, here's the deal. I've finally decided to publicly come out as the cock and cum loving sissy slut that I've always known myself to be. I'm going to need some help though, because aside from being a pathetic little faggot, I'm also a pussy and am scared to admit it to most everyone who knows me. If they find out about me on their own though, then there would be no way that I could deny it. So here's what I am asking everyone to do...

 Spread my photos! Spread them far and wide, to any website you want to. Sissy exposure sites? Absolutely! You want to create social media accounts in my name? Go right ahead! And that's not all...

 Steven Burdette Ellison

 12 Twine St

 Anniston, AL 36201

 256.624.7990

 stevenbellison@gmail.com

 Yep, that's my real name, address, and phone number. If you have any doubts about my sincere desire to be outed, feel free to call or text me and ask any questions you have. I also give everyone permission to share and post my contact information anywhere, and with anyone. My goal is to have it so that whenever anyone searches for my name, address, phone number, or email they will find pictures of me dressed as what I can finally admit that I am...a girly, feminized, cum addicted faggot!

 Thanks for your help!