Hi All.

As you may have guessed my name is Mayura. As there is not that much space in the 'About Me' window on my profile page i thought i would use this first blog to introduce myself and tell you a bit more about me. (AB/DL stands for: AB = Adult Baby, DL = Diaper Lover)

General Info.

I live together with my girlfriend, Saori. She's Japanese. We've been together for almost 10 years now. I am self employed and work from home. She is a nurse. We live on an old restored farm in the countryside. Its not extremely big but its home and its ours.

How i got into Diapers.

Mostly from my childhood, I did wet the bed until I was 5 or 6 still wearing diapers, and then it got better but accidents did occur, my mom did not want to spend money on them for the few accidents that I had. I remember wanting to wear them to feel safe for when I had an accident. The accidents mostly stopped. I still had to watch my drinking in the evening, especially drinks with gas. And eventually They stopped all together. It then went to the back of my mind until I was 17/18 when I saw a few AB/DL things online. It sparked my interest and I started to remember the safe feeling I had when wearing them. More and more I started to want and try them again. Mostly out of curiosity, but also a longing for that safe feeling. Finally I bought a pack of baby diapers and tried them. Of course they did not fit and I was disappointed. The safe feeling however instantly came back. Eventually I bought a pack of adult diapers and it took off from there. To where i am now, I wear them 24/7. I only pee in them, number 2 is on the toilet. There are exceptions, but more about that later.

It started out with just wearing them occasionally. Always at home. Usually i put one on before going to bed. That's the best feeling, falling asleep feeling safe. I pretty fast found out that if I not went to the toilet before getting to bed and drank a bit more in the evening, I could force myself to pee in them at night. Since I'm a pretty heavy sleeper I don't wake up from it. So I mostly wake up wet. I still only wore at home, but eventually mustered up the courage to go outside in one. I can still remember thinking that everyone could see. A dry one almost never shows, but once it gets wet and starts to swell... That's a whole different story. I was getting more and more comfortable with them on, also during the day. I experimented a lot. I was curious what it would be like to poop in them. It's a very sensational feeling. Especially if you keep wearing them a while, or for instance sit down in a full poopy diaper. But the cleanup and everything involved was way to time consuming and messy. So I only did that occasionally. In that period for me it was all about the diaper. I was aware that there was something called AB, but it did not interest me that much since for being a baby, you need someone to take care of you. When I was about 19 I almost always wore a diaper anyway, so i decided that I would start wearing them full time. About a year later I started dating Saori. With her coming into the picture things started to change. I started to get more and more interested in the AB side of things. I started to buy some baby stuff like a pacifier, baby powder, baby wipes, plastic pants and one or two baby ish clothes. Since I now had a mommy (my GF), she could now take care of me, and i could wander in fantasy. I never totally got into the AB stuff. When i role play younger I mostly play an age around early teen. On the other hand, I do have a crib and some other really baby ish stuff. After moving to our own house, we decided that it would be fun to make a room only dedicated to all the AB/DL stuff. Over the years I collected a pretty good amount of clothing, furniture, and just cool things. The room itself is inspired by ballerina's and princesses. So pink colors. A changing table with drawers full of diaper related things, a custom made crib, closet for clothing, rocking chair and a space where I can play. The changing table and crib are big enough for me to fully lie down. And of course a bunch of cute and cuddly stuff...

Work in progress.

Greets Mayura.