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    Response to Canaan

    Hello Canaan, as I am myself unfortunate to be stuck (imprinted) with this fetish, I am in a privileged position to understand it and to explain how it works.

    Now, as I said before, the key to understanding the fetish, is in the anxiety in which one is associated to symbols of emasculation, for which the symbolism considered the farthest things from masculinity, function most effectively. Namely general hyper-femininity (clothes, anatomy etc), androphilia (attraction to males) and the very popular masculine inferiority in terms of race. So for all of you who are interested in actual fetishistic content, here are some examples. Of course it will be NSFW!

    We'll start with androphilia. Many of us gradually get into this theme, but are hesitant due to the fear of actually being homosexual. Rather than actually being to men, in the context of the fetish, it is generally the IDEA ITSELF of being attracted to men, that is sexually arousing by way of being a symbol of masochistic emasculation.
    http://edge2cock.tumblr.com/
    http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3265045/Don%27t-stop-now-You-know-you-want-to-go-deeper-fag-boy

    Racial inferiority, submitting to a "real man".
    http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/1864945/a-sissy-boy-for-black-men
    http://kuriousman.tumblr.com/post/52244101343/ny-interracial-sissy-brian

    The "Feminization Station" is the most popular caption site on the internet and one of the most popular themes is race. The anxiety of emasculation is in the denial (yet always fulfilling) of being less male than black men and not only admitting to being attracted to men, but admitting to not being attracted to females. 
    http://feminizationstation.blogspot.co.uk/p/interracial-captions-non-obu.html

    The very idea of NOT being attracted to females is an absolutely powerful theme in the fetish.
    http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/2630083/I-prefer-non-nude-girls-because-I-like-men%21-%29%29
    http://www.imagefap.com/pictures/3257899/100%25-FLAMING-%28sorry-girls%21%29

    General sissiness.
    http://www.xvideos.com/video5041124/remixed_sissy_trainer_
    http://www.xvideos.com/video6840324/sissy_couture_1488_dhv_sissy_mindblower
    http://www.petticoated.com/siss.gal.html
    http://sissycockmilker.blogspot.co.uk/2011/04/prissy-sissy-faggots.html
    http://www.reddit.com/r/sissyhypno
    http://petticoatpunishmentart.com/docs/cjarticles.html
    http://seattlejasmine.tumblr.com/

    Within my fetish, there is actually a very large and heated discourse happening. Pretty much all of us reject autogynephilia, where the actual dividing line is between the "crossdreamers" (the fetishists who develop gender-dysphoric feelings who prefer to think that their fetishism is either the same experience as the submissive fantasies of genetic females, or that the prefer to think that their masochism is a psychosexual effect of repressing their female identity), otherwise there are those who simply understand that they have a masochistic fetish.

    This is how "crossdreamers" like to account for their "masochism"
    http://www.crossdreamers.com/2010/11/on-crossdreaming-and-autogynephilia-as.html

    And this is the fetish site of that individual.
    http://www.rebeccamolay.com/2008/01/sissy-sites-tg-blogs-etc.html

    So, there you have it. This is the fetishistic content of those that would be labelled as "autogynephiliacs", reveals that there has never been an "erotic target location error", thus a transsexual typology. Simply a masochistic emasculation fetish, and the psychology for when a fetish can often become genuinely more than a fetish.
     
      Posted on : Jul 13, 2014 | Comments (0)
     
    My New Blog

    theautogynephiliac.blogspot.co.uk
     
      Posted on : Jan 20, 2013 | Comments (0)
     
    Feminized Husband Narrative.

    For me, it is a non-starter. What is inferred by such makes the subjected feminine illusion unattainable. A successfully married masculine man in body and character, looking rediculous in drag, otherwise any modifiction that makes him fit into a feminine mold feels inauthentic and cheap. Incredulity.
     
      Posted on : Dec 10, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    Shortened AGP Theory

    Autogynephilia or Crossdreaming.

    Axiom = Phenomenological structure connected to sexual arousal.

    Abstracted phenomenological structure of sexual arousal apparently underpinning arousing fantasies = the thought of being related through socially-stigmatizing femininity.

    Emergence of axiom = implied imprinting/sexualization of the very experience. Points to a psycholigical defence mechanism (emasculation trauma). Evidence provided by majority of subjects with psychological issues relating to emasculation trauma.

    Transgenderism? = Adjunct, psychologically invested abstraction on part of a fraction of subjects.

    Parallels and crossovers = Autophilic and masochistic fetishes.

     
      Posted on : Oct 25, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    Non-Alpha boys having fun

    The first of the following clips is great. The character of the song, for can be an unbearably humiliating and emasculating social affirmation of one's femininity, especially because the two boys pull the look off quite well. I imagine that there are some boys who rather then join their friends over the park for a game of football, would do drag with his female neighbour. I feel that even for myself as such a young age, fully dressed, full makeup, performing to the mirror with an enthusiastic female-friend, it would have been such a powerful experience that one's inner androphilic princess would dwarf one's being! 

    http://youtu.be/qWrqEeG674M?t=5m23s

    http://youtu.be/BXMkxmWNl98

     

    Imaging oneself having some fun when my sister is out, in her room, dressing in her clothes, recording oneself performing dance routines!

    http://youtu.be/Yi1Zuo4PZI0  

    http://youtu.be/bh9DMspsGhk

     
      Posted on : Sep 3, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    Feminization Fetishism and Transgenderism.

    To be honest, over time it has become clear that the vast majority of feminization fetishists are clueless about their very own fetish, especially when it comes to relating it to the frequent byproduct of the fetish, the idealization of oneself as feminine and(or) alienating oneself from masculinity. In other words gender"dysphoria". 

     
    That hapless fraction of innocent fetishists who involuntarily have psychologically invested for often many years, internalizing the object of desire, by virtue of its autophilic quality. The irony of traumatically imprinted masochistic fetishism in this case, is that along side the investment of an idealized inner femininie identity, arousal is nonetheless still mediated by the anxiety of being thought of as feminine, as recognizably manifested in social-masochistic fantasies.
     
      Posted on : Aug 31, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    Theory Reading List, a guide to Feminization Fetishism (aka Autogynephilia or Crossdreaming)

     

    Autogynephilia, Fetish & Femininity: Post-Gendered Erotic Subjectivity | Jasper's Wardrobe

    http://youtu.be/oMHIuOfng2A

     Pre-attractors

     Transsexual Analysis: 4. Trauma can shape us

     Transsexual Analysis: 5. Emasculation trauma

     Transsexual Analysis: 6. Trauma and sexuality

     SEXOLOGY---Imprinted Sexual Fantasies by James Park

     SEXOLOGY---"Sources of Sexual Fantasies"---by James Leonard Park.

     the imprint hypothesis of sexual preference

     Autogynephilia

     Childhood abuse may stunt growth of part of brain involved in emotions | Science | The Guardian

     The Compulsion to Repeat the Trauma

     The Bomb in the Brain Part 3 - The Biology of Violence: The Effects of Child Abuse - YouTube

     LOONER taboo - YouTube

     Looners | drmarkgriffiths

     Paraphilic infantilism - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

     What Causes Spanking Fetishes? A Testable Model

     [NSFW] Psychology of a cuckold

     Cuckold/ Interracial porn fetish : Sexuality Forum - Psych forums

     Sexual Imprinting with Belinda Stott - YouTube

     Technology on the Social and Ethical Aspects of Transsexual Surgery

     
      Posted on : Aug 15, 2012 | Comments (1)
     
    An important exchange on Crossdreamers.com

    This guy had it spot on (in bold), I would really love to get contact with this guy!

    In modern psychology the main explanation is that sexual fetishism is the result of some kind of psychological imprinting or of a traumatic experience.

    Crossdreaming is nothing, or nothing but a fetish

    One of the the persons taking part in the Mr. Autogynephiliac discussion I referred to in an earlier post put it this way in an email to me: "I simply don't believe the term AGP [autogynephilia] needs to exist in any capacity. It can be described as a fetish, as the term fetish makes no statement as to the distress experienced as a result. I certainly would never relate it in any way to Gender Dysphoria.

    I simply don't understand why they are grouped together in any way, in the same way that I do not understand the grouping of transvestic fetishism is part of the LGBT."

    The people criticizing Mr. A presented this as a given fact. I got the following response when I questioned this:

    "You are attempting to use other qualities associated with 'AGP' [autogynephilia] to elevate it to something it is not. A virus for example (used to illustrate categorization only) is a virus irregardless of what complications it is often associated with. No matter what happens to the individual or what pain it causes, it's category does not change. The anxiety or similarities to other things does not change what it is at its root."

    In other words: I am trying to turn crossdreaming (autogynephilia) into something that it is not, thus making it more palatable for both the crossdreamers themselves and society at large. This attempt does not change the fact, though: Crossdreamers have nothing in common with true transsexual women (or whatever you choose to call them); they are -- at best -- fetishists.

    -At the end here Jack Molay has it wrong, autogynephilia doesn't exclude transexualism, rather it is a fetish the can strongly influence and create desires/dysphoria

     
      Posted on : Jul 27, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    Pornstars who don't do girl-girl

    Q: I do want to talk a little bit about the movie coming out with Vivid - Tera! Tera! Tera!. You've worked with women in the past, but this movie will really mark your first full-blown girl/girl scene. I know you've mentioned in the past that you really weren't into girls. What changed your mind for this movie? 
    Tera Patrick: Well, it's not like I'm "into" girls all of the sudden, you know - like "now I've fallen in love with women and I want to be with women." It's just that this is my job. You know what I mean?

     

    Big D: You have said that you won't do girl/girl scenes. Why is that?


    Marie Luv : I am not 100% into girls. They could put me with any guy and I can make it work but I can not do that when it comes to a female at all. I don't even want to put a production company in that predicament to put a scene out there that Marie Luv looks so uncomfortable with this girl it is sickening.

    Big D: Since you can't just throw you into a room with another girl, do you have a short list of girls you do feel comfortable with?

    Marie Luv : It's just something that I am not really cool with. When I look at a girl/girl scene to see what they might want, there's so much more going on that I probably wouldn't be able to give it my all.

    Big D: Since girl/girl scenes are out, what else is there that you won't do?

     

    Roger T. Pipe Those are all the feature guys. You are working with a whole different crop of male talent now. 


    Julie Meadows I guess you're right, I am. 

    Roger T. Pipe What about girls? 

    Julie Meadows I don't work with girls. 

    Roger T. Pipe Ever? 

    Julie Meadows Ever. 

    Roger T. Pipe It's pretty rare for a performer to go this long without working with girls. 

    Julie Meadows There are like four of us. Tera Patrick, Jasmin St. Claire and Midori. None of us do girls. 

    Roger T. Pipe You shouldn't do something that you're not into. 

    Julie Meadows That's the way I feel about it. I got a little recognition for being cute and professional, but ultimately, when I jumped in to perform I fought my bosses all the way. “Yeah, I do scenes, but not with girls.”

     

    This was a couple of years ago so this may have been at that point where she absolutely didn't do girls. But she said I do not do girl-girls; I don't do girls, I shouldn't have been booked for the scene and she left. So it ended up being a solo shoot." Knowing Sparxxx, Weiss said he couldn't recall an instance of her ever having done a girl-girl.

    "I respect that," said Weiss who brought up another girl who's totally not into girls and would never do a girl-girl scene.

    "That's Julie Meadows," he said. "Boy-girl only, do even ask her to do girl-girl." Rosen said she's all for doing what feels right for you and not doing what you don't want to do.

    "If you're not comfortable doing girls and that's not something that does it for you, don't."

    "A lot of girls will mail in the scene- they're just there for the paycheck and go through the motions," Weiss continued. "I think Julie Meadows is fuckin' adorable and has one of the best asses there ever was in the business. I was booking something and I totally spaced because you rarely ever hear it, a girl saying I only do boy-girl. So I called her up for the scene and she goes, 'Harry, you KNOW I don't do other girls. You know that.' It's a girl-girl movie and I wanted to book you. But I respect a girl when she's not into it and won't do it just for the paycheck."

     

    Jasmin St. Claire We didn't really kiss. 


    TB (Dave) Howard's show covered up you two NOT kissing. Howard's show is a lie, a hoax! 

    Jasmin St. Claire No, it was all a hoax. My head was tilted. And technically, I will not do girl/girl. That stuff is not right. Lesbianism is not right. 

    TB (John) Are you speaking from personal experience? Did you have one really bad one in the sack with some chick? 

    Jasmin St. Claire No, I just don't like it, it doesn't turn me on.

    TB (John) So you never even have tried it?

    Jasmin St. Claire Kinda, yeah…but I didn't like it!

     

    Stevie Hart -  So I don’t do girl-girl. I’m not into girls and I understand that my job is to look like I’m totally enjoying every second of the things I do on camera…I also understand that I’m an actress and that there is a fair amount of job training. No insult to any girls, either, but if I’m not going to be into it when I’m getting with you, why would you want to get with me anyway? 

     

    Mia Rose: I don't do girl/girl. I want to give the best in every scene I do. I totally love the cock but if you get me around a chick and I am so not feeling it. I can't act and I can't fake it. Girls don't need a dick. Strap-ons? What's the point? 

     
      Posted on : Jul 19, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    Masochism and Arousal

    I've have recently realised something that must be the same (or at least common) for masochistic fetishes. Whereas the fetishes are often a sexualization of an experience of overwhelming psychological distress or trauma, as a means to be able to cope with the experience if it happens again, or rather a "coping mechanism". An interesting thing is that in the newly sexualized framework, the psychological distress remains but is obscured due to its connection to arousal. So the subject is given the impression that the object of which was once distressing, is a soley positive enjoyable object, due to its correlation with arousal, or as it is often the case early in life where one is unable to recognise arousal, the object of distress is simply experienced as a positive fixation or curiosity. In parrallel to this, what confuses the subject is the presence of narratives of which are recognisably psychologically distressing (aka humiliation). These "humiliating" fantasies are simply a narrative elaboration (or maniphestation) of the underlying psycholgical distress, but to the extent that it is drawn out from the obscuring cloak of its connection to arousal, in a fully recognisable form.

    From my perspective (Autogynephilia aka Crossdreaming), much of the community struggles to reconcile the positively constructed affinity of the thought of oneself as feminine(often the symbol(s) of the female body), with the social masochism of many fantasies. The biggest problem with the communities, and I imagine many others is how powerfully the subjects internalize that which they have an affinity with, and the will to distance themselves from socially unacceptable "perversions". The self-amputation fetishist claims that they feel they were always meant to be without the bodypart which they are aroused by removing, that it is the "real me", that they are "finally complete". The baby/youth fetishist claims that they really are a child, or that they didn't have the oppertunity to be a kid, so now as an adult, being aroused by being young is a psychological means for them to live out the assumed necessary developmental period. With the feminization fetishist there is the claim that they are really are a woman on the inside, and that sexual arousal is a means of expressing oneself.

     
      Posted on : Jul 7, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    Fetishistic Parallels to Autogynephilia (or Crossdreaming)

     "The idea behind erotic identity disorders—that sometimes the sexual object can be inverted into the self"

    I do not think that these are "disorders", rather just unusal ideas that can become fetishized. 

    Apotemnophilia - A paraphilia of the stigmatic/eligibilic type in which sexuerotic arousal and facilitation or attainment of orgasm are dependent upon oneself being an amputee. In this disorder, otherwise sane and rational individuals express a strong and specific desire for the amputation of a healthy limb or limbs. Most date this desire to their childhood and not uncommonly the sufferer will attempt to obtain amputation of the specific limb. As few surgeons are willing to amputate healthy limbs, this often means that the patient themselves will attempt to irrevocably damage the limb in question, thus necessitating formal amputation. After amputation most report to being happy with their decision and often state, paradoxically, that they are ‘complete’ at last.

    Autonepiophilia -  a sexual fetish for some that involves a regression to an infant-like state. Behaviors may include drinking from a bottle or wearing diapers. Individuals may engage in gentle and nurturing experiences (an adult who only engages in infantilistic play is known as an adult baby) or be attracted to masochistic, coercive, punishing or humiliating experiences. Diaper fetishism involves "diaper lovers" wearing diapers for sexual or erotic reasons but may not involve infant-like behavior. Individuals who experience both of these things are referred to as adult baby/diaper lovers (AB/DL). When wearing diapers, infantilists may urinate or defecate in them.

    There is no recognized etiology for infantilism and little research on the subject. It has been linked to masochism and a variety of other paraphilias. A variety of causes has been proposed, including altered lovemaps, imprinting gone awry and errors in erotic targets, though there is no consensus. A variety of organizations exist to promote infantilism or meet with other practitioners throughout the world.

     
      Posted on : Jun 30, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    Obnoxious Avatars

    Of course its relative to a degree, but many imagefap users seemingly have a total obnoxious disregard to other users regarding their avatars. A large portion of the communities avatars are utterly vile, and thats even discounting the scat images. I wish people would have a little more consideration. 
     
      Posted on : May 13, 2012 | Comments (1)
     
    Subversive Mother

    A little fantasy of an interchange between a mother and her son.

    Mikey, there is something I want to talk to you about, have you started thinking about girls? How often? Do you ever dream about them?... Now tell me, do you ever think about boys? Don't worry, I won't think badly of you if you do... actually the opposite.   

    Mother: This is a secret I am to tell you, just between a mother and her special son.

    Mother: Girls are very nice in they're own way aren't they?

    Son: Yes

    Mother: Did you know that there are boys who like boys? They kiss and everything!

    Son: ...

    Mother: It is more than understandable. I really like boys, they I hope you agree they are nice, aren't they?

    Son: ... Oh.. yes, I really um like them sometimes..

    Mother: Some of these boys even prefer boys over girls! Did you know that?

    Son: ...no...

    Mother: It is much better that way, girls can really be annoying sometimes. Did you know that mommy would really like it if you liked boys better than girls... You do like boys better, don't you?

    Son: Oh... yes, I do...

    Mother: I want you to imagine being held and kissed by a big sexy muscular boy. Its soo much better than kissing a girl. It makes you feel nice doesn't it?

    Son: Yes.

    Mother: In fact, it is a secret amongst us women and mother, that in fact most boys don't like girls at all. Its easy to understand, why would you want a girl when you can have a boy? Only they are sexy! Even mommy doesn't like girls at all, gross! Mommy would be really upset if her special little son liked girls, you don't do you? 

    Son: Oh no! Of course not! 

    Mother: Oh! I'm soo happy! Thats my little man! *hugs* Now lets watch Dirty Dancing. Patrick Swazy is such a dreamboat! I wan't you to think him and other boys and imagine being held by them and making out. Also imagine how annoying the girls are. When you imagine these things, I want you to tell me, it will be so much fun!

     
      Posted on : Apr 30, 2012 | Comments (1)
     
    Escalation of a flamboyant androgynous boy

    I guess I am just a sucker for peer pressure. Maybe its because I have to make up for being soo much smaller than the guys! All the other guys have posters of bikini girls all over their bedroom walls. I feel I have done even better than them, the photos that I have used on my bedroom are far superior, from a great magazine I have just discovered, called Vogue... I think I will ask my parents for a subscription, surely it will impress the guys! We all watch wrestling, although I admit myself much less attentively. The guys all also have a few posters of some of the biggest muscle-bound wrestling stars on their bedroom walls. So did I at first, until looking through my older sister's magazines and finding yet again more superior fold-outs. These guys may not be wrestlers, but its all the same thing, isn't it? They really are great images, I've found myself just staring at them more and more. My favourite at the moment is a shot a a muscular guy, topless. He is slightly pulling down his trousers to reveal some pubic hair. I found myself admiring that hair. A while after I discovered a few more of my older sister's magazines. I added another poster to my wall, it meant that I had to replace an older poster. It was one of the two posters of girls that was to go. There was something about that one in particular that I liked less than the other. I couldn't put my finger on it, the girl in this picture was wearing a short dress and the other two were of girls wearing conservative trouser suits. The new poster was my new favourite. This "wrestler" was naked and oiled, covering his gentials with his hands. A week later I decided to replace the other girl with another poster I discover. This one was my absolute favourite! The oiled muscle-bound figure actually was showing his.. you know what! Something about it was just facinating. I just couldn't help after, replacing the more wrestling-orientated posters with more of my sister's pull-outs.

    It was about this time when thinking about wrestling soo much, I starting dreaming about it. Ok, I am a tiny, thin boy with long hair, but the thing is I would often find myself wearing a pink or white lycra leotard, with sometimes tights and a skirt. I would be in makeup and my long flowing hair would be in ribbons. I would always be wrestling with a MASSIVE oiled musclar guy in his Speedo-like trunks, who was way way stronger than I. It strated mostly with grappling, I would be pinned down much of the time. My back to the floor, my arms pinned away from my body. He would lean over me, and force inbetween my legs and I would be counted out. Sometimes I found my self not bothering to struggle in when pinned, what was the point, I was too weak! I guess I just like wrestling, because sometimes we would just stay like that, perhaps I would wrap my legs around his waist to try to through him to the side off me, but sometimes I would just relax in that position. Another type of pin which cam recurrent was for him to sit his knees onto my shoulders, locking them to the grounds whilst my legs struggled to gain leverage to through him off. It seemed his crotch got ever closer to my face in this position, until it pressed right up against my face. The first of may times, in the initial struggle, I tugged on his trunks trying in vien to pull him over. Rather than crashing to the floor, the trunks ripped off. His huge member now flopped all over the place. It was soon that I found myself pinned down with his member inches from my face. Strangly from then on, the wrestler was always naked, and every time I was pinned the penis drew closer until it rested over my face, smothering it as I struggled. As I gasped for air, it wriggled into my mouth. I laughed, what a strange thing to do! Yet it became a theme, the wrestler would evetually try and get his penis into my mouth. Soon, may times I half-heartedly struggled and playfully took it into my mouth and play with it. It did feel relaxing, the feel of his member rubbing over my face. A second and then multiple naked oiled wrestlers joined my oppenant. I tried but I was always outmatched. Routinely I had my leotard ripped off, as I lay in a swamp of struggling muslce smothering every inch of my body. I become total disorder, oiled muscle a large cocks were everyone. At this ponit I felt strange, a tingling sensation. I never seriously struggled, I just played along as I was held to the ground, whilst four oiled cocks rubbed over my face and forced my mouth to stretch to the maximum. During the struggle, one of the wrestlers actually slipped into my bottom! It just remained there as I wriggled, which meant that amount the member was inside me was always shifting. On the other side of me another large body was pressed up against me. His massive member pressed up against my tiny (yet hard) wriggling member. For some reason, probably in this theme of physical domination, his muscular hand locked our members together. Then another two wrestlers joined in his grip. My wriggling penis wedged between three rock hard cocks. It was then when something changed. I no longer wrestled at all. At the of each dream I would willingly accept the embrace of the oppenants. It felt wonderful. The oiled muscle and cocks massaged me into bliss.

     
      Posted on : Apr 26, 2012 | Comments (1)
     
    Feminization Fetishism (Crossdreaming or Autogynephilia)

    I continue to feel ever greater irritation and dispair at the crossdreaming/autogynephilic community. This phrase sums it up;

    There are men who dream about being women, and who express this longing through feminization fantasies and/or crossdressing."

    Simply they have it the wrong way round. Rather, the feminization narrative is the singularity of the experience and the "dream" about being a woman in influenced by this. This fetish is complicated enough, it is true that something like over 90% of people do not have the tools to understand its structure, and now we face the farce of a community of perfectly normal people wrongly thinking they are gender dysphoric. Some of them like the idea of an "inner female", the others don't like the idea of that their percieved feminine identity is influenced by a fetish. My understanding of of a "fetish" being any arousing idea, and all arousing ideas are constructed, even the idea of arousal by "bodies", or "masculine" or "feminine" qualities.

    I would like the "condition" to be understood as,

    Feminization Fetishism (Autogynephilia or Crossdreaming), the arousal by the relation to self through social-masochistic femininity, produced by childhood emasculation trauma or intense social anxiety through childhood.

     
      Posted on : Feb 23, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    I am Dylan Ryder!

    I have discovered, much to my pleasure that if I had the makeup skills a wardrobe when I was a younger boy, I would look exaclty like the pornstar Dylan Ryder! I already was on the verge of having that feminine bob. It makes me wonder if I just knew that type of girl who takes pleasure in femming a boy like myself. It really wouldn't have taken much effort. Come to think of it there was one time in early secondary(middle) school where a rather odd yet sexual girl randomly commented that I would make a good girl. I was a an extremely self-conscious thin boy and my over awareness of my mannerisms inadvertantley made them a lot more arkward and feminine. Instead of looking dismissively at the girl, I sould have said something like "I don't see how", then she probably would have repsonded somthing like "if you were wearing the girls uniform, some makeup and a wig then you would". If I would maintain that I still didn't think so, she would have been the type to advocate giving it a go.

    Back to Dylan Ryder. If I was, say 13 years old and I was madeup and dressed fully to look like that it would have had a profound affect on my life. Whilst glammed up I could get used to identifying as pretty, effectively as a girl in many scenarios. What would it mean for my romantic attraction to girls in masculine mode, if the beauty in glam mode de-mistified it as something unworthy of attraction, or even mundane. On the flip side, Identifying as pretty, fragile and feminine... How would that make me feel about big masculine men? Would they become the mysterious other which generates attraction?

     
      Posted on : Feb 14, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    Surrounded and Smothered

    I just had one of those defining moments where a new fetishistic niche is born, or perhaps a sub-niche. Do you remember the old naive days when you used to be able to get of by imagining having your face rubbed in breasts? If tits haven't already become a matter of sexual indifference, these clips are sure to help.

    This first one is more subtle and sensual, to get into the mood. This service should be a standard option in all feminine beauty spas. It also looks like it would make a perfect stress relief service for high paid career women.. just having a hot hunk around, so when things are getting a bit too hectic he could be called over and whip his delicious organ out for a calming massage. Pertruding in every subtle, personal orafice of the face, around and in the mouth. For the even richer beta-boy(career woman), laying back with multiple cocks totally immersing the face, cumming and messaging it in completely. It would make the perfect surprise gift for any beta-boy, he'd be sure to be totally done with girls after such a delicious experience. Cock rubbing on face - xHamster.com

    And the second clip we see a more explosive desire Husband Rubs His Cock & Balls On Wife's Face Then Cums - Spankwire.com

    Hopefully a clip will emerge where a face will be surrounded with as many cocks as possible! What a show it would be if they all came in unisen! 

     
      Posted on : Feb 10, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    School Uniform Fantasy 2

    I like to imagine that I am 12 and stay the night over at a friend's house, and having school the next day I pack my school uniform as well as my gym kit. My friend's family is bad at timing and as I will turn up late, I will at least be already wearing my kit for gym as to hope to incur less wrath from the teacher. I get away with it. After my shower I begin to dig out my school uniform out of my bag, but something is not right. I grab all my articles and sneak into the disabled toilet to dress there. What was wrong was that instead of a pair of socks, there was one of my older sister's black opaque tights! How embarassing I thought! Well I guess no one will know if they are under my trousers. My mum thought they were a pair of socks when she was packing my uniform for me. I remembered, my sister also stayed at her friend's house the night before, and having packed her uniform as well, she must have ended up with my socks. I chuckled to myself! My laughing stopped dead in its tracks when I pulled out of the bag a pair of my sister's knickers. They were white and a pretty pink trim around the edges and a pink bow at the front. My embarassment was increased, but I knew I was alright as they would be hidden under my trousers. I shook my head thinking how my mother could have not been concentrating, watching one of those awful mid-day tv programs. I sighed and put on the knickers and took care to pull on the soft tights. I looked down at my legs... They weren't my legs, but curved, pretty, matt-bacl legs. I pulled out my white shirt, happy to quikly forget about what else I was wearing. Something was a little off about its fit, but I ignored it. I pulled out my trousers, but momentarily had a little trouble unravelling the folding with one hand. In pulling apart the folds with both hands, my stomach twisted in terror. It was my sister's black pleated skirt! Somehow my mother had given me and my sister eachother's school uniform! After minutes of nervously pacing back and forth in the toilet, the whole class had cleared and had long ago left for they're next lesson, but the coach knew of my delay and knocked on the door. I opened the door a peered through slightly, telling her I had a problem. I sheepishly opened the door fully, presenting the skirt before me. She shook her head and with a dissapointed tone explained to me, that unless I have anything else to wear within the school's own attire, I will be froced to wear the girls uniform until I can swap it with my sister. In shock I have nothing to do but to step in to the skirt and pull it up to my waist. Bending down to pull the shoes out of the bag I feel an unnerving warmth from the friction between the skirt and the tights. I hope it could be otherwise but I know what is coming, my sister's black chunky heeled loafers. She is the same size as me so I can't get out of this one either. Sliding the shoes on over the tights feels soft and sensual. I put on the femininely fitted blazer and and told to head to my next lesson for which I am now late. I don't have a chance at this time to find my sister, she must already be somewhere at her next lesson. I find myself outside and alone. Being proped up daintily on my toes from the heels, how it pronounces the elgeance of my legs, which themsevles dissapear into the pretty, exposing, dancing material around my thighs. I start to walk and found I can only minse along femininly with my hands held delicatley outward. Being on my toes makes me shake my hips with each step. I arrive outside the class and see throgh the window that the class hasn't settled yet. My usual place next to my girlfriends right in the back corner of the room has been reserved by them for me. I open the door carefully not to draw attention to myself, holding my bag covering my waist and thighes and quickly land my bum into the seat. The class goes silent and the lesson begins. My nerves are shredded and I am edgy, playing with anything I can get my hands on. My bag laying under the table, covers my shoes and calves from most viewpoints. I am surprised, even sitting with my stomach pressed harshly against the table to cover my skirted waist and thighes, that my friend hasn't noticed anything yet. She is wearing an identical uniform. My nerves raise ever further as member of the class are called to read text from a book at the front of the room. There is just five minutes left of the class when I am called to read
     
      Posted on : Feb 8, 2012 | Comments (1)
     
    The Elite of Crossdreaming/Autogynephilic Media

    Fiction - Teresa Ann Wood (on Fictionmania)

    Captions - Feminization Station

    Blog - Sissy Annamalice

    Erotic Hypnosis - Isabella Valentine

    Video - Sissy Couture

    Game - Catear's "Trans" (Though I haven't been able to get ahold of a version properly translated from Japanese) 

    FKiss Dressup Game - Dovsherman's "Miss Cloud Strife" 

     
      Posted on : Feb 7, 2012 | Comments (0)
     
    What if?

    What if you had the chance to live 5 years of your past all over again, perhaps within a computer simulation...

    I would be a pre-teen, at about age 11. I would secretly move to a different country, take a huge amount of testosterone blockers and oestrogen. Even if I didn't alter my hormones, at that age I easily could have passed as a girl, but it would be nice to grow hips and tits and further feminine facial features. I believe that sexual arousal is constructed and is malleable, and I know that even at that age I was romantically interested in girls. I would work to condition myself to become TOTALLY unattracted to females in the romantic and sexual sense. I would become like one of those girls who genuinly cannot understand what guys see in girls. Or even like girls who exclusively watch gay porn and can't get off if there is any female presence.

    I would also like to become a cultural role model for boys. Like Hannah Montana. I would show them that is is perfectly natural and indeed cooler for a boys to wear makeup, dresses, skirts, heels and to only makeout with boys!

     
      Posted on : Jan 12, 2012 | Comments (1)
     
    Great clip!

    In this clip I like to imagine myself amongst my two girlfriends and i'm the one that shocks them by obliviously initiating the sexual act!

     School Girls Share The After School Special - xHamster.com

     
      Posted on : Dec 7, 2011 | Comments (0)
     
    Hypnosis (again)

    This is very sexy!

    http://main.bisexual.com/forum/showthread.php?t=6176

    http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showtease.php?id=961

    They remind me of Isabella Valentine's bisexualizing hypnosis clips. Hers really are the best by a GREAT distance. I shared a few messages with her in regards to her homosexualizing clips. They aren't actually homosexualizing because whilst they do aim to open one up to androphilia, she is understandably hesitant to negate the gynephilia because of the wider implications on the listeners life.

    http://www.isabellasrecordings.com/2007/01/erotic-hypnosis-mp3-cock-worship/

    It seems almost all feminization material deals with the creation/recognition of androphilia, it would be great if there was material devoted solely to the recognition(or the manipulation in) that one has never been gynephilic. And in fact upon consideration, not only is one incapable of being aroused by women, but that the presence of women severely decreases arousal and even may trigger feelings of disgust.

     
      Posted on : Dec 4, 2011 | Comments (0)
     
    The rise of the shemale

    In the anarchy of sexual fetishism it could be possible that the shemale will become the dominant genre in porn. That is, if it isn't already. Fetishism doesn't conform to cultural notions of gender and sexual orientation, whilst the shemale exhibits the attributes to cater to a higher variation of niches than the male or female body. It may take a few great looking shemales who started taking hormones before much visible masculinization of they're bodies to really become a staple in the internet porn scene. On these equal terms, fetishistically the chicks with dicks will surpass the chicks without. The shemales will become more sought out in the industry and will be better paid. Some declining companies may mean to downsize and axe the less-profitable female productions.
     
      Posted on : Sep 29, 2011 | Comments (1)
     
    Sexy poll from the Transladyboy forum

    SHEMALE -V- FEMALE Who wins? You decide! (Have girls had their day)

    SHEMALE -v- FEMALE
    The Battle of the sexes

    POSSIBLY THE MOST IMPORTANT POLL IN HISTORY


    Shemales are everywhere now they seem to be taking over the world.(Or is it just me?)
    A shemale comes with all the attributes of a perfect female, beauty and grace, a sexy figure, the curves of a female with no cellulite , firmer breasts, a bigger sexual appetite and more eager to please her man, more sexually adventurous, and an extra BIG BONUS between her legs to satisfy her man. 
    Just take a look at the blog - "1001 reasons shemales are better than real girls" - how can women compete, can they? will they? or are the females days numbered? 

    Imagine a time in the future where females are kept away on a big island just for reproduction, could you live without them, females have one thing a shemale doesn't, a pussy, could you live without it, would you miss their feminine charms.

    Is a shemale "bottom-pussy" enough for you? 
    Have you left your girl for a shemale, or would you.
    Should "real"' girls be banished to that island, is it curtains for the female sex? YOU DECIDE!

    So which would you choose to KEEP and why?
    Would you chose SHEMALE or FEMALE perhaps you'd keep BOTH.
    Please give your answer above in the most important poll in history -

    SHEMALE -V- FEMALE

    5. FEMALES EVERYTIME -
    Girls rule! they are real, sexy and beautiful.
    I have no interest in shemales their horrible.
    I only came across this blog by accident as soon as iv voted i'm going and never coming back! 
    Although the girl at the top left is quite cute.
    Blimey look at the size of her cock! it's twice the size of mine.
    Get me out of here!

     
    4. FEMALES MOSTLY -
    I love females their wonderful creachers, you could never replace them with shemales i need the pussy.
    However i do have a passing interest in shemales, the feminine with the cock it's quite intriguing.

     

     

    3. BOTH SHEMALES AND FEMALES -I couldn't live without ether of them. i love them both equally, i need the cock and the pussy i'm greedy.
    Why should i live without either Ive got the best of both worlds.

     

    2. SHEMALES MOSTLY -
    Females don't excite me as much since i found shemales.
    If a girl hasn't got a big cock between her legs i'm a bit bored.
    Shemales and/or pictures, porn of shemales gets me really excited.
    I like girls a lot but the excitments not the same now, not as much as shemales.

     
    1. SHEMALES EVERYTIME - 
    Ive lost all interest in women since i found shemales.
    Shemales are perfect, i love them completely, feminine looks, tits, curves, and a lovely cock, they've got the hole package for me.
    Whats the use of a girl without a cock, pointless.
    I will never need another so-called "real" girl. 
    Banish females to an island in the Outer Hebrides, their useless to me now.
     



    Thanks for your vote - It could change the sexual world as we know it, forever!

     

     
      Posted on : Sep 21, 2011 | Comments (2)
     
    Subversion

    It is a time when young males and females are encouraged to identify with both sexes. Whilst there doesn't seem to be much other effect than a raised recognition of gender equality and fluidity, what if a generation of bisexual, androgynous, crossdressing young males emerged?

    But more importantly, how could we encourage this? I want to appear femininist, but actually the goal is to subvert society into a position where the overwhleming majority is female (due to sexual reassignment) and aggressively androphillic & misogynistic.

    We must encourage males to identify, or even identify exclusively with the female perspective. For the female to initially be internalized.

    The feminists would agree that that there is an imbalance with youth role models. Although there is much less female role models, it is only males that embrace role models soley from they're own gender. There should be more boys that recieve Barbies for christmas, or who have a poster of Cinderella on they're wall, or who decide to dress as Dorothy on Halloween. These role models should be marketed to young males also, aswel as campaigns directed solely to establish them as role models for males. Traditional female halloween cotsumes like Marilyn Monroe or Jessica Rabbit should be marketed to males aswel and the male models advertised should look as pretty and look as if they are enjoying themselves. Most children at some point try on a bit of they're mothers makeup or clothes... The mother shouldn't discourage this but let it run its course... or even help the child experience it in its fullest, perhaps a full makeover and her most elaborate feminine dress. Perhaps her wedding dress is still kicking around...

    Perhaps a position of androgyny should be default, a child has long hair and enters school with both skirt and trousers. Or perhaps authority in a feminine default could be based on the fact that a baby in the mother's womb begins life as a female. We could follow from this that being femininie and androphilia is authentic. Thus being masculine and being attracted to females is a perversion of nature. So from birth all children could be conditioned as females, until perhaps puberty has a say.

    There should be encouragement to experiment and develop ones own gender and sexuality without inhibition. A mother shouldn't be inhibited to tell her son how wonderful it is to wear your most elegant dress and to be held and kissed by a tall, handsome man. She should also not be inhibited to share her feelings of how she feels about other females. About how underneath all the makeup, the is no real beauty like there is with a male. About how un unsanitary a vagina is, how it bleeds and smells. Also how sacred it is for a male before puberty sets in, as it may be the only (or last) oppertunity to experience looking like a pretty female. Gender fluidity should be encouraged before the onset of puberty.

    What if there was a new cartoon or live action childrens show where the protagonist is an androgynous male who doesn't conform or confirm to gender or sexual streotypes. Most of the time he likes to look pretty, he wears makeup, skirts, dresses and no one thinks of it as unusual. He isn't simply passed off as a comic clown ape in drag, but seriously manages to look like a girl. He gushes over wedding dresses and then play Mortal Kombat. He is the leading and prettiest cheerleader, but also a striker in his soccer team. He may have a girlfriend and then fall head-over-heels for the new guy in the grade above him. His parents would be proud of his bravery in persuing his love and would agree that they make a beautiful couple. 

    Or a live action program featuring a team of friends who would enter into a virtual reality historical rpg game where they would become the historical equivalents of themselves. Of the seven friends the one girl in the group rarely becomes the female historical character, at most would become a trouser-wearing androgenous character. But there is one feminine, thin, androgenous boy with long hair who would constantly become the typical female character, Like Marie Antoinette.    

    Or even a program, perhaps a more adult program. The protagonist could be a stereotypical young male, yet looks androgynous. No ones knows that he is also a superherione. His hair comes out of his ponytail, he dons the makeup and beneath his male clothes he is in drag. He is beautiful. His costume is very camp, flamboyant and impractical. His antagonists are always female and he always finds himself in the most camp predicaments. Although in his everyday life he has a girlfriend, he is complacent and bored. As his alter ego he is somehow routinely enamoured by a male in the subplot and his nemesis and sexy lesbian minians routinely manage to stand in his way from persuing him. He is often swept off his feet and has scenes of romance. Yet he is deluded, he disregards his actual roaring misogynistic androphilia which is maniphested in his alter-ego actions as the work of his nemises. His arch nemises is the most beautiful woman in the world and is a lesbian, but he unknowlingly is only able to combat her because he is the only person ever that is incapable of being seduced and hypnotized by that beauty. Even the straightest woman alive can't resist her. The culmination is when he nemesis gets a reading of his sexual orientation, which confirms that he has the highest level of androphilia and lowest level of gynephilia ever recorded. The nemesis switches tactics and puts his sexy lesbian minians on testostorone and steroids. The protagonist can't resist the studs, as they're extended makeout session allows for the nemesis to run amok; turning the world's males into sexy lesbians. But the spell over the protagonist is broken when he discovers that the studs have vaginas. The protagonist defeats his nemesis and reverses her goal and turns most of the worlds most beautiful women into hot men. He then reveals his alter ego and does drag full-time. He then dumps his girlfriend and enters into a hot polygamous relationship with a few of the highschools most popular jocks.

     
      Posted on : Apr 8, 2011 | Comments (0)
     



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